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[ak_hen]

here it is again this
let us not die like yesterday
i sit here in my dark.. cold blue room
head in hands, mind in another world,
memories distant, birthday candles once lit and blown
i sit here and think
of what is to come in my imaginary
blue cold world
but i cant weep
my heart soaked with this sorrow
i try to gather myself for another day
and hope to hell i can find a reason
not to sink into the dpeths and illussion of my mind
something so damaged without reason

my poems suck arse......