ehh havent updated in a while

[ak6986]

im really procrastinating my work right now. i had a plan and stuck with the majority of it. i planned to do eng mech mat sci and probability on fri. didnt get prob done cause lauren stopped by and wound up stayin till like 4 am i was so tired lol. sat i started my new routine of sightseeing the city after a year and a half of livin here (i

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From Eileen

[anonymous]

I'm commenting about the whole group issue. I didn't think anyone else realized it either. I guess we should talk more. I am going to say what I need to say and if anyone gets offended to bad, cause you probably offended me in the first place that is why I am writing what I am. I agree about talking to the person when there is a problem & not going behind their back. I want people to say what they have to to me. I may be alittle hypocritical in that I don't always express my feelings. I personally was alittle upset on Saturday cause no one except for myself, claire, jon & josh had a good time. I understand some people were under the weather & I appreciate them coming, but other people where perfectly fine and barely even said three words to me- "Hi & Happy Birthday" were about it, not even a good-bye. I think our group is falling apart because some people are so wrapped up in each other that they neglect other people (I am not saying anyone is doing it on purpose). Honestly at some functions I ask myself why I am even there cause I feel uncomfortable. I don't always share my feelings & I often keep things to myself and there for insulate myself from everyone else. I don't think people should be left out even if we haven't talked to them in a while, cause they do make an effort, from what I can see, but that is your choice. Considering I do not have a live journal account (which also separates me from everyone else) if anyone actually reads this and wants to respond feel free to email or call me. I probably will not talk to anyone this week or next as I am really busy with finals & family.