LONG AWAITED POST BUT I DONT GIVE A DAMN
this pertains to most of u who r gonna read this but wat the hell anyways.
dont u hate it when u dont feel appreciated, but u think ur overreacting, but u still feel that way. dont u hate it when u have to wear a happy hahaha yeah lets do this and lets do that mask all the time. dont u hate it when ur tryin to make everyone see how u really feel without outwardly tellin them and noone can see it. Dont u hate it when u fell that anything u do is not recipricated. all these fears and in fact realities get to certain point where u express them in a live journal and it makes u feel better. well its comforting to know i have one person that understands me and i love them for that, but it becomes very upseting when u feel that ur always on the outside looking in, that ur not important and that u r dispensible.
Its even worse when u dont wanna tell anyone about it but it justs eats away at u, it goes away, but is always in the back of ur head. And it is brought up again but much greater in intensity and emotions. Well my way of dealing with it is to suck it up and suck it up and hope people see it but hey that hasnt been working so i guess i have to be forward about it even if its through ranting but hey watever helps right.
dont u hate it when u dont feel appreciated, but u think ur overreacting, but u still feel that way. dont u hate it when u have to wear a happy hahaha yeah lets do this and lets do that mask all the time. dont u hate it when ur tryin to make everyone see how u really feel without outwardly tellin them and noone can see it. Dont u hate it when u fell that anything u do is not recipricated. all these fears and in fact realities get to certain point where u express them in a live journal and it makes u feel better. well its comforting to know i have one person that understands me and i love them for that, but it becomes very upseting when u feel that ur always on the outside looking in, that ur not important and that u r dispensible.
Its even worse when u dont wanna tell anyone about it but it justs eats away at u, it goes away, but is always in the back of ur head. And it is brought up again but much greater in intensity and emotions. Well my way of dealing with it is to suck it up and suck it up and hope people see it but hey that hasnt been working so i guess i have to be forward about it even if its through ranting but hey watever helps right.