May 17, 2004 21:33
It's been a bit since I've updated in here. Well, not all that long when you look at life in the scheme of things. It's really only be a week, and things have been hectic as of late. With my going to Indianapolis to draw Dario's position for this weekend's Indianapolis 500 and then heading off to Cannes to start the promotion for De-lovely which is coming out next month. The buzz is already whispering Oscar, but I am trying not to think about that right now. Oscar is months away, and I know if I start to think about it now I'll just worry myself way too much.
I know I tend to stay away from getting way to personal in here since I started. Most my updates focus on trivial things or the events that are happening in my life that are more professional that personal. Perhaps their is a reason for that, and that reason has just become clear in recent weeks. Maybe it is because I don't really know what is happening in my personal life. Isn't it funny when you think you have it all planned out or you think you do anyway? Life is just totally and completely perfect. You have the career. You have the husband. you have what looks to be a long and happy life all set and ready to be lived, but then you find out one of those pieces is not fitting. There is absolutely nothing you can do about it either. You can just hope that things somehow straighten themselves out, and you hope, you pray that things don't totally fall apart.