I swear I way more than half believe it when I say that

Mar 26, 2007 20:50

Mondays are always hard sentimental days. I never know exactly why, but I always assume that it has something to do with fact that I did no school work over the weekend because I was too busy having a blast, and now I have to face this almost completely separate life and handle its responsibilities. All I really want to do is lay down in some grass with a bottle of liquor and not face anything. Is that considered 'running/hiding from your problems'? Because I don't really feel like it is. I don't really care either way; it's what I want to do. I feel like I would start to call it being completely grateful while simultaneously being so overwhelmed by the world that it turns me into a puddle which drips love over everyone I've encountered in life, but it's probably best to abandon that route because then it just sounds/feels like weird hippy sentimental mush and I'll just end up being called a homosexual. So ignore that.
(fourth paragraph) Almost one year later, and I still feel exactly the same way, and I haven't got any better at articulating the feeling either. Which is good, I almost don't want to be able to put it into words; there seems something real in the fact that it just comes across as some kind of babble. But there I go talking about what's real and not real again, and soon I'll probably be using words like insane and world...

Anyways, I love all my friends and this weekend was a lot of fun. That's pretty much what I'm trying to say, I think.

In other news, I finally got the Among Thieves myspace handle. So www.myspace.com/alex slamka is no more, and instead it is /amongthieves. I was excited that it was free again. I'll slowly switch everything over this week. Myspace is a pain to operate and change things on; I really don't like it.

That's all I really feel like saying for right now. I feel like I need to mention how I spent Sunday sitting in the sun while drinking in a kiddie pool with Wu-Steve, or how Stacey came to visit for the weekend and it was very enjoyable, or how Loft Co has a show this Saturday (you should come to it), or how I got to finally see Xanny Stardust and we all hung out a C-Bald again and it was fun (until the clouds showed up), or how I made my own Strawberry wine and drank it all on Saturday, or how I posted a bunch of pictures last week on Facebook (check 'em out), or many countless other things, but I don't really feel like it right now. Talk to me in person if you're really interested.

Dear Nick Swartsell, when are the possible dates for the show in Oxford, and should I try to email some bands to see if they could play? I would really like to try to help, and I think it would be sweet if we can set something real up.
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