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So I went to Canada and did not talk to more than one white person for four days. I find that SO funny.
I have loads of hom-o-work to do, and am completely lost in the little game of chemistry.
I find myself constantly thinking "Why do I bother"? Why do we as people bother? Wouldn't it all be the same if we became addicts and criminals, dropped out of high school and whored our selves around? Isn't our ending the same either way? Those things get in the way of success, but why do we believe in success, why cant we just be. Live on a park bench? A short novel is not better than a long one, it is the character relationships and the ending which make the book. But in our lives, the ending is the same, so their is only the character relationships to make. Why does soceity, and thats the world's society, bother to make a system. We don't need cosmetics and porn, we just need each other. Fuck material. Why do we need material to be happy? But then I realize that we are human, American humans who can't live without our myspace and AIM and speakers and IPODs and weed and alcohol and sex and birth control and condoms and computers. We can't go back in time to stop what we are used to. We can never fully get rid of what we had.
....Which sucks....
I have loads of hom-o-work to do, and am completely lost in the little game of chemistry.
I find myself constantly thinking "Why do I bother"? Why do we as people bother? Wouldn't it all be the same if we became addicts and criminals, dropped out of high school and whored our selves around? Isn't our ending the same either way? Those things get in the way of success, but why do we believe in success, why cant we just be. Live on a park bench? A short novel is not better than a long one, it is the character relationships and the ending which make the book. But in our lives, the ending is the same, so their is only the character relationships to make. Why does soceity, and thats the world's society, bother to make a system. We don't need cosmetics and porn, we just need each other. Fuck material. Why do we need material to be happy? But then I realize that we are human, American humans who can't live without our myspace and AIM and speakers and IPODs and weed and alcohol and sex and birth control and condoms and computers. We can't go back in time to stop what we are used to. We can never fully get rid of what we had.
....Which sucks....