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Been awhile since an update.... I am going to structure this differently. Two categories: Things that have made me happy and things that have made me unhappy.
Things that have made me unhappy:
My complete lack of a work ethic has left me in a slump.
I keep having these overwhelming feelings of everything i need to do, and the lack of motivation to do it. I really wish I could just be a dedicated student for a semester, and not make myself scramble all the time to do mediocre work. I also need/ want to find a job for next semester that will challenge me, and that will somehow benefit me for my future career. ALl i want to do is just take everything slow and enjoy my last semester/year in bloomington.
Also, I am not happy with myself and my physical being right now. I always get this way, when i know i haven't been working out and haven't been taking care of myself the way i like to be taken care of. I am changing that. I am going on a healthy eating diet and exercise plan starting tomorrow morning, and finishing with biennial. I want to feel good about myself and confident again. I am not eating sweets anymore, as well as bread. I will eat good carbs,good fats, veggies, and fruits. I hope to feel like i did this summer again shortly.
Things that have made me happy:
Music. I love it, I am still continuously listening to ryan adams every day. I adore him, and you should too. Right now I am getting into Wilco. They are a band that I have always known I would love, but have never given them the proper listen. Now I am working my way through being crazy about 2 of their albums ( A.M. and Yankee Hotel Foxtrot). I know you wilco fans are saying, you have to get summerteeth because its the best.. and i promise i will.
Making out. Totally unexpected last week. But seriously, it was the most comfortable, surprising, innocent, wonderfully romantic and sexy thing. Making out is pretty harmless in my eyes, but it can make you feel really great and smile a lot for awhile after.
Joel coming to visit me from Canada in like 3 weeks. It is crazy and awesome and I am really excited. We had a sweet chemistry in mexico, and it is hard to believe that its been like 10 months since then and we still keep in touch very well. I can't wait to see him, and I hope it will be a wonderful time for both of us.
Biennial. This is the union board reunion that is coming up next month ( Nov. 19th) I am so excited! Jake Rohn my first concerts director ( 2003) called me the other day from LA, and let me know he was coming. That made me happy. I can't wait to see him, as well all the other kids coming in. I'm sad that Jeff won't be making it though.
My neighbors. Forrest and Andrew have become some of my most favorite people. I enjoy spending time with them so much. A couple weekends ago Andrew's parents came in for the weekend. I came out and met the neighbors,their friends and andrew's parents at festers and had a blast, hanging out, dancing, drinking, getting a jaeger bomb spilled all over my face... heh. and then that night we ended up dance partying for like 2 hours more. They are really nice guys, and they have a great group of guyfriends around, that I have enjoyed meeting and starting to get to know. It was also fun last friday to go with them to my old neighbors' ( the 529 boys) party. Anyways, I feel really at home at their house, and am thankful to have them around this year.
uhmm i guess that is all. I am tired, i should cook my food for tomorrow, read some physiology maybe and go to bed.
Things that have made me unhappy:
My complete lack of a work ethic has left me in a slump.
I keep having these overwhelming feelings of everything i need to do, and the lack of motivation to do it. I really wish I could just be a dedicated student for a semester, and not make myself scramble all the time to do mediocre work. I also need/ want to find a job for next semester that will challenge me, and that will somehow benefit me for my future career. ALl i want to do is just take everything slow and enjoy my last semester/year in bloomington.
Also, I am not happy with myself and my physical being right now. I always get this way, when i know i haven't been working out and haven't been taking care of myself the way i like to be taken care of. I am changing that. I am going on a healthy eating diet and exercise plan starting tomorrow morning, and finishing with biennial. I want to feel good about myself and confident again. I am not eating sweets anymore, as well as bread. I will eat good carbs,good fats, veggies, and fruits. I hope to feel like i did this summer again shortly.
Things that have made me happy:
Music. I love it, I am still continuously listening to ryan adams every day. I adore him, and you should too. Right now I am getting into Wilco. They are a band that I have always known I would love, but have never given them the proper listen. Now I am working my way through being crazy about 2 of their albums ( A.M. and Yankee Hotel Foxtrot). I know you wilco fans are saying, you have to get summerteeth because its the best.. and i promise i will.
Making out. Totally unexpected last week. But seriously, it was the most comfortable, surprising, innocent, wonderfully romantic and sexy thing. Making out is pretty harmless in my eyes, but it can make you feel really great and smile a lot for awhile after.
Joel coming to visit me from Canada in like 3 weeks. It is crazy and awesome and I am really excited. We had a sweet chemistry in mexico, and it is hard to believe that its been like 10 months since then and we still keep in touch very well. I can't wait to see him, and I hope it will be a wonderful time for both of us.
Biennial. This is the union board reunion that is coming up next month ( Nov. 19th) I am so excited! Jake Rohn my first concerts director ( 2003) called me the other day from LA, and let me know he was coming. That made me happy. I can't wait to see him, as well all the other kids coming in. I'm sad that Jeff won't be making it though.
My neighbors. Forrest and Andrew have become some of my most favorite people. I enjoy spending time with them so much. A couple weekends ago Andrew's parents came in for the weekend. I came out and met the neighbors,their friends and andrew's parents at festers and had a blast, hanging out, dancing, drinking, getting a jaeger bomb spilled all over my face... heh. and then that night we ended up dance partying for like 2 hours more. They are really nice guys, and they have a great group of guyfriends around, that I have enjoyed meeting and starting to get to know. It was also fun last friday to go with them to my old neighbors' ( the 529 boys) party. Anyways, I feel really at home at their house, and am thankful to have them around this year.
uhmm i guess that is all. I am tired, i should cook my food for tomorrow, read some physiology maybe and go to bed.