channeling kafka is always bad news

[ajs7r]

so i was writing today- and i realized that I keep viewing any home i have as a restrictive place, somewhere where i'm trapped in my own head and can't escape my thoughts screaming at me. growing up, home was where mom and dad ruled; at ksu, i lived in the place i referred to as "the palace of exile", and now i have my apartment, which really needs a better lighting scheme before i go nuts and become vampiric. i link this to my lack of true human contact when in those places...

it sucks being trapped inside a self-constructed prison.