today was alright too

[ajrlmonkey]

The new year almost tricked me into believing something's different.
It's still junior year. Fuck. What was I thinking.
It's always going to be junior year.
The fact that this day isn't even close to the last-fuck
It's going to seem like infinity days forever

Some people make me better and some make me worse.
If you're in the middle figure out my feelings.
I'm tired of translating them for you. I can't translate them correctly anyway.

I don't owe anything. Why do I have to remind myself?

Goddammit