The song in this chapter is Breathe Again by Toni Braxton, my hubby turned me on to her song and this is my fave you can here it
HereYou can listen and read at the same time LOL, you are welcome.
Chapter Seven
If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you, I promise you
That, that I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
Breathe again
That I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
Sam was with Lynn that night. It was the first time they had ever been together intimately. She touched his firm stomach as she lay on top of him with her eyes full of love. Sam smiled up at her as he moved a strand of hair behind her ear so he could lean up and kiss her soft lips. He had to confess to himself he had thought of Lynn often especially after he decided to chose Jessica instead.
And I cant stop thinkin about
About the way things used to be
And I cant stop thinkin about
About the love that you make to me
And I cant get you outta my head
How in the world will I begin
To let you walk right out my life
And blow my heart away
She and Jess were different in so many ways. Though Jess had her wild moments mostly she was a bit sassy but very Southern and gentile. Where Lynn was wild and passionate mostly all the time. He liked her wildness but she did have a very feminine side that he believed she showed only to him. He loved the way she pulled her hair and sucked on her top lip when she was thinking. He loved the way she said what was on her mind when it was on her mind and didn’t hold back. She was straightforward and to the point. He felt he had been lucky to find such different types of women that he adored, totally despite their differences.
And I cant stop carin about
About the apple of my eye
And I cant stop doin without
Without the center of my life
And I cant get you outta my head
And I know I cant pretend
That I wont die if you decide
You wont see me again
“You are thinking aren’t you?” she asked as she looked curiously at him with a smile.
“Just about how I’m so glad you’re okay and how I missed you.”
“Oh in that case, think away,” she replied as she leaned over to kiss his long neck then his cheeks before she moved her fingers through his long chestnut hair. The silky strands fell through her hand and it amazed her how beautiful he was. Sam Winchester you are a babe she thought, how did I get so lucky?
If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you, I promise you
That, that I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
Breathe again
That I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
The things Lynn didn’t say were that she felt lucky to be alive and his saving her only made what she felt for him more real. The one person she never expected to see again had shown up like some action hero in the nick of time. That was Sam. He was certainly unreal in more ways than one. Not just the way he set her body on fire with passion but the way he looked so sweet and innocent when he was all the time a Tiger. He was full of surprises, it was something she adored about him from the time they met.
And I cant stop thinkin about
About the way my life would be
No I cant stop thinkin about
How could your love be leavin me
And I cant get you outta my mind
God knows how hard I tried
And if you walk right out my life
God knows Id surely die
And I cant stop doin without
Without the rythm of my heart
No I cant stop doin without
For I would surely fall apart
And I cant get you outta my mind
Cause I know I cant deny it
And I would die if you decide
You wont see me again
She knew he had never been with a woman of another race but she also realized how that wasn’t important to him in the least bit. With all that he had suffered he could have easily had aught against any number of people because no race was perfect, no man, or woman of any kind. He had endured and blossomed because of his experiences and she admired him the more for it.
If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you, I promise you
When Lynn snapped out of her reverie Sam flip her on her back.
“Enough thinking,” he said with a lustful grin.
She smiled up at him as they made love again, this time slow and steady. She could get used to him so easily. His head moved down so he could kiss her lips, then her neck as she moved it back for him to have more room. Her hands returned his hair as she moaned. Sam was nothing if not thorough as he took his time while he kissed her from lips to toes. Lynn thought she would come out of his skin they way her body burned with pleasure. Her hands were all over the hard planes of his back and butt as she traced them. She never wanted to forget that night. The night she came home to Sam.
That, that I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
Breathe again
That I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
***
If I never feel you in my arms again
If I never feel your tender kiss again
If I never hear I love you now and then
Will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends
Then I promise you, I promise you
Meanwhile, Cassie tried to get Dean to see why she had to come visit him.
“I know it was selfish, I needed to see you,” she said as she looked up into his eyes in the dimly lit room.
Dean smiled down at her as she lay in his arms, “I missed you too I told you that, but Cassie you have to go back home. I insist.”
She pouted as she closed her eyes, “Okay fine, but I don’t want to.”
“Thank you, I’ll feel so much better knowing you and the baby are safe and I’m coming as soon as this is over.”
The room was quiet for a few moments.
“Are you still thinking of giving up hunting?”
He kissed her forehead as he ran his hand over her stomach, “Yes,” he said quietly.
Cassie hoped he would change his mind, she didn’t want to be the cause of him quitting. She wanted their world to be normal when they finally settled down with their son. But, she was quiet with hopes of convincing him later on. She moved from his arms to straddle his body, he grinned up at her. Oh yes, he had missed her.
That, that I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
Breathe again
That I shall never breathe again
Breathe again
***
The next morning the left to meet John who had called to tell them he had news about what they were dealing with. He wanted into the fray. Sam wasn’t happy about it because for some reason he felt maybe his father was arriving as the calvary to impress his niece. Of course, he said nothing to anyone about his feelings. He had no desire to ruin the mood of the group. He and Lynn had grown closer over night. Their time together had been absolutely perfect as far as he was concerned. The way she smiled at him the next morning he believed she felt the same.
Cassie and Dean seemed to have gotten over their issues sometime during the night also. They were getting along well as he remembered they always had. He knew Dean had to be concerned about his baby with Cassie following them on their road trip and them uncertain as to what they were dealing with. It was obvious he hadn’t been able to convince her to go back home.
TBC
Note: I wanted to use that song for a fic for a long time, hope it works for this one.