필 선생님
slightly tired. i stay up all night thinking about the fist fights and bottle breakings i might have had. i am in a weird state of mind, a transition state of mind.
i feel like all the water has been squeezed from this sponge. feeling the same as i felt yesterday and most likely will feel tomorrow. i am eager to be home, to talk to people and to have a normal job. but i huge part of me feels like i let her down. looks like a great day today, but next month. .... prepare to be left alone, all alone with nothing familiar. all because i left, i'd like to beat myself up sometimes.
this one you wrote before i could change your mind, not that i should have. but one false move and we are done for. so we'll walk slow and hold hands through the keyboards.
i feel like all the water has been squeezed from this sponge. feeling the same as i felt yesterday and most likely will feel tomorrow. i am eager to be home, to talk to people and to have a normal job. but i huge part of me feels like i let her down. looks like a great day today, but next month. .... prepare to be left alone, all alone with nothing familiar. all because i left, i'd like to beat myself up sometimes.
this one you wrote before i could change your mind, not that i should have. but one false move and we are done for. so we'll walk slow and hold hands through the keyboards.