another day
finals are next week yay for me T.T i am rather sad recently so i decided instead of talking to people i would just post and post and post until i feel better. this is the best way to vent i guess. but anywhoo i am just tired of being tired, tired of being not listened to, and tired of people just making me feel like crapola. i know this isnt the life i had wished for myself but i need to learn how to deal with my demons. i am embracing myself for some major tragety that will happen soon but im not sure what it will be or if it will be really a tragety. part of me wishes that i could just disappear and part of me wonders if i already have.