what a night
Dear Journal:
Well last night had to be the scariest thing that has ever happend to me in my life.....well next to almost drowning once this one it pretty close.....so i have been pretty sick for the past week and havent really slept and coughing and finding it a little harder to breath which me and my room mate just thought was a chest cold and so ive been hitting up the vitamins and special tea for colds and breathing and some other cold tablets and friday night and saturday and most of sunday i felt fine little cough here and there but not too bad then sunday night came and i felt like shit again......and monday night it got worse and through out this whole being sick i havent been able to sleep at all maybe a couple hours here and there.........well last night was fucking weird just chillin in my room hoping ill get better with rest and next thing i know its getting really hard for me to breath up to the point where it feels like im not even breathing my mother called me and i told her what was up and shes freaking out and thank god my room mate was here cause i dont know maybe i would have just passed out and died or something i dont know but my mom made me give the phone to him and then he calls the ambulance and they come and like im trying really hard to not pass out things were getting blury and i couldnt understand people and they hook me up with this thing and the lady shoots some liquid in my arm and i started to feel a little better and then like they give me two hits of an inhailer and then another full tube of a shot and it was going good..........well come to find out i must be allergic to rats or the doctor said it could be due to the cage not being cleaned regulary but im not going to blame anyone for anything just kinda happend and then i finally had the first real sleep i have had for about a week oh it felt so good even though i had to sleep in the library room thing and not in my room............yep went to the doctor today and she gave me an inhailer thing and some pills i think she said i have to stick in my butt if things get real bad but i dont know how that works..........hahahaahaha.........well lets just say it was an interesting night and i feel so much better and i have a better attitude and want to do shit now...........ok well thats my story.
Well last night had to be the scariest thing that has ever happend to me in my life.....well next to almost drowning once this one it pretty close.....so i have been pretty sick for the past week and havent really slept and coughing and finding it a little harder to breath which me and my room mate just thought was a chest cold and so ive been hitting up the vitamins and special tea for colds and breathing and some other cold tablets and friday night and saturday and most of sunday i felt fine little cough here and there but not too bad then sunday night came and i felt like shit again......and monday night it got worse and through out this whole being sick i havent been able to sleep at all maybe a couple hours here and there.........well last night was fucking weird just chillin in my room hoping ill get better with rest and next thing i know its getting really hard for me to breath up to the point where it feels like im not even breathing my mother called me and i told her what was up and shes freaking out and thank god my room mate was here cause i dont know maybe i would have just passed out and died or something i dont know but my mom made me give the phone to him and then he calls the ambulance and they come and like im trying really hard to not pass out things were getting blury and i couldnt understand people and they hook me up with this thing and the lady shoots some liquid in my arm and i started to feel a little better and then like they give me two hits of an inhailer and then another full tube of a shot and it was going good..........well come to find out i must be allergic to rats or the doctor said it could be due to the cage not being cleaned regulary but im not going to blame anyone for anything just kinda happend and then i finally had the first real sleep i have had for about a week oh it felt so good even though i had to sleep in the library room thing and not in my room............yep went to the doctor today and she gave me an inhailer thing and some pills i think she said i have to stick in my butt if things get real bad but i dont know how that works..........hahahaahaha.........well lets just say it was an interesting night and i feel so much better and i have a better attitude and want to do shit now...........ok well thats my story.