Oi!
Yep, I've decided to resurrect this old thing. I was getting to miss it so I figured I should just bring it back. *shrugs*
I've just had the fucking worst past week in 4 years. :( I decided to withdrawal from my paxil since I was running out and no longer have a psychiatrist (damn shyster). Um, not a good idea. I got incredibly sick the first couple days I was off it-nausea, dizziness, sweats, crying outbursts, etc. Then my lovely anxiety decided to come back and make things 100% worse. I didn't get any sleep for a couple days and I felt so awful that I literally could not function. I went to see my doctor on Friday and she stuck me on zoloft.. yet another bad idea. :P It gave me such a bad reaction that I was vomitting all weekend and passing out. Nice, eh? *sigh* So yeah.. I went back to the doctor yesterday and she decided to put me back on paxil CR-12.5 mg. I am feeling better already.. the anxiety has calmed down.. though I am still feeling some of the nasty effects from that zoloft. She also gave me some sleeping pills.. I took one last night and have been pretty groggy all day. I don't think I'm gonna take it again tonight. I despise sleeping medication. :P So anyways, hopefully I'll be feeling like my old self soon..
Mmm.. Yukon Gold chips and Kool-Aid tropical punch. Damn, this is the first time I've actually had an appetite in over a week.
I can't believe how warm it's been outside lately. Of course, it's only a tease.. it's supposed to feel like winter again by the weekend. Oh joy. *rolls eyes*
Hmm, I've been thinking about Andy a lot lately and have been having all kinds of dreams about him. :P Maybe that means I should give him a call. I know we only end up doing one thing and one thing only when we "hang out" *wink wink* but hey.. why the hell not? I just hope he doesn't have some stupid ass girlfriend by now. I know I was trying not to get emotionally attached to him.. but that would still piss me off. I'd have to go beat her the hell up. hehe ;)
I suppose I should probably clean some hamster cages this evening. They're beginning to stink pretty bad. But I don't mind it.. I love those little things so much. I don't know what I'd do without em. :*)
Alright, well I guess that's it for now. Off to clean cages
I've just had the fucking worst past week in 4 years. :( I decided to withdrawal from my paxil since I was running out and no longer have a psychiatrist (damn shyster). Um, not a good idea. I got incredibly sick the first couple days I was off it-nausea, dizziness, sweats, crying outbursts, etc. Then my lovely anxiety decided to come back and make things 100% worse. I didn't get any sleep for a couple days and I felt so awful that I literally could not function. I went to see my doctor on Friday and she stuck me on zoloft.. yet another bad idea. :P It gave me such a bad reaction that I was vomitting all weekend and passing out. Nice, eh? *sigh* So yeah.. I went back to the doctor yesterday and she decided to put me back on paxil CR-12.5 mg. I am feeling better already.. the anxiety has calmed down.. though I am still feeling some of the nasty effects from that zoloft. She also gave me some sleeping pills.. I took one last night and have been pretty groggy all day. I don't think I'm gonna take it again tonight. I despise sleeping medication. :P So anyways, hopefully I'll be feeling like my old self soon..
Mmm.. Yukon Gold chips and Kool-Aid tropical punch. Damn, this is the first time I've actually had an appetite in over a week.
I can't believe how warm it's been outside lately. Of course, it's only a tease.. it's supposed to feel like winter again by the weekend. Oh joy. *rolls eyes*
Hmm, I've been thinking about Andy a lot lately and have been having all kinds of dreams about him. :P Maybe that means I should give him a call. I know we only end up doing one thing and one thing only when we "hang out" *wink wink* but hey.. why the hell not? I just hope he doesn't have some stupid ass girlfriend by now. I know I was trying not to get emotionally attached to him.. but that would still piss me off. I'd have to go beat her the hell up. hehe ;)
I suppose I should probably clean some hamster cages this evening. They're beginning to stink pretty bad. But I don't mind it.. I love those little things so much. I don't know what I'd do without em. :*)
Alright, well I guess that's it for now. Off to clean cages