What to think....
Here I am. Writing an entry at 4:30 in the morning.. ready to fall asleep... Hmm, just like a lot of my most recent entries. *shrugs* This is always the time when I have the most thoughts in my head.. so why not just take advantage of that rush of inspirational juices while I can? ;)
I had a pretty busy day. Well.. I was at the mall for a good part of it... and the only thing I got done was some good shopping (which is absolutely fine with me). I got a new pair of jeans, a plain black shirt (that I made into a 'cold shoulder' tee with a patch that says 'meow' in sparkly pink letters on the front), a pair of flip flops, a couple SANRIO pins (HELLO KITTY!! <33), some pink & black rubber bracelets, and a chain with a nautical star. I'm very satisfied with all of my purchases. ;D 'Course I still need more stuff.. and yeah.. that's where a JOB would come in handy! =P But anyways..
Eddie called me from work on his break again earlier tonight.. and he called when he got home and we pretty much spent the whole night till around 2:30 on the phone with each other. <33 I think we've gotten to be one of those nauseating couples that are all mushy with each other saying 'I love you' all the time and telling one another that they missed them even when they were gone for a couple seconds. ;P Ahh, couples like that have always made me queasy! =P But um.. yeah.. I can't say I don't like being like that with him because.. I love it. ;D Ohhh oh yeah! We got into this deep conversation and he starts saying that there's something that he's been thinking about a lot lately.. he told me that he can't tell me what it is now and that he's gonna wait till 'further down the road' to tell me. He said it's something he really feels right about and that it's a big step in life and that he really loves me and it's gonna be a good thing.. ahh.. and that I'll be really 'shocked' when he tells me. WTF?! I thought it might've been about sex or something but I asked him and he said it wasn't,... and yeah, we've already talked about that plenty before so... I'm seriously wondering... what this is all about. He absolutely won't tell me now.. and omg.. argh... if it's really what I'm thinking it MIGHT POSSIBLY be then.. shit.. yes.. I'm beyond shocked. I'm even too shocked right now that that might even be a possibility so it's like.. ahh. But who knows, I might be completely wrong. Maybe he wants to go on vacation with me.. or get a place together.. or even just.. who knows. The possibilities are endless, I guess. *shakes head* Sheesh.. ANYWAYS..,.. Oh yeah, he's coming over tomorrow (er.. later today) since it's his day off. ;D
Whew..
I got a comment on here from my friend Jen the other day and I'm all happy about it. ;D I haven't talked to her in forever and I've missed her and it's weird cuz I was just wondering about her. I can't wait to catch up on everything with her. It's exciting!... But I do hope she recieved my reply to her comment?
Hmm, I think I hear my comfy bed calling my name sooo.. I'm gonna go curl up in it n go to sleep. *zzzz* ...Night! ;D
I had a pretty busy day. Well.. I was at the mall for a good part of it... and the only thing I got done was some good shopping (which is absolutely fine with me). I got a new pair of jeans, a plain black shirt (that I made into a 'cold shoulder' tee with a patch that says 'meow' in sparkly pink letters on the front), a pair of flip flops, a couple SANRIO pins (HELLO KITTY!! <33), some pink & black rubber bracelets, and a chain with a nautical star. I'm very satisfied with all of my purchases. ;D 'Course I still need more stuff.. and yeah.. that's where a JOB would come in handy! =P But anyways..
Eddie called me from work on his break again earlier tonight.. and he called when he got home and we pretty much spent the whole night till around 2:30 on the phone with each other. <33 I think we've gotten to be one of those nauseating couples that are all mushy with each other saying 'I love you' all the time and telling one another that they missed them even when they were gone for a couple seconds. ;P Ahh, couples like that have always made me queasy! =P But um.. yeah.. I can't say I don't like being like that with him because.. I love it. ;D Ohhh oh yeah! We got into this deep conversation and he starts saying that there's something that he's been thinking about a lot lately.. he told me that he can't tell me what it is now and that he's gonna wait till 'further down the road' to tell me. He said it's something he really feels right about and that it's a big step in life and that he really loves me and it's gonna be a good thing.. ahh.. and that I'll be really 'shocked' when he tells me. WTF?! I thought it might've been about sex or something but I asked him and he said it wasn't,... and yeah, we've already talked about that plenty before so... I'm seriously wondering... what this is all about. He absolutely won't tell me now.. and omg.. argh... if it's really what I'm thinking it MIGHT POSSIBLY be then.. shit.. yes.. I'm beyond shocked. I'm even too shocked right now that that might even be a possibility so it's like.. ahh. But who knows, I might be completely wrong. Maybe he wants to go on vacation with me.. or get a place together.. or even just.. who knows. The possibilities are endless, I guess. *shakes head* Sheesh.. ANYWAYS..,.. Oh yeah, he's coming over tomorrow (er.. later today) since it's his day off. ;D
Whew..
I got a comment on here from my friend Jen the other day and I'm all happy about it. ;D I haven't talked to her in forever and I've missed her and it's weird cuz I was just wondering about her. I can't wait to catch up on everything with her. It's exciting!... But I do hope she recieved my reply to her comment?
Hmm, I think I hear my comfy bed calling my name sooo.. I'm gonna go curl up in it n go to sleep. *zzzz* ...Night! ;D