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[ajfish]

08.07.04

Jen, I am walking in silence, moving through what remains of you in this place. My head caught in

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the struggle

[jean_paul_eliot]

Well, I have noidea what happened, but from what I can make out, I'm not suprised. You and Jen are like an eternal mongoose and an eternal cobra locked in a box that keeps getting shook by the force of your own temperments.

I'm never comforted when people say, "Thing will get better," etc. Of course, I'm glad that they care and that they're there for me, but...

So, for tradition's sake, I'll say, "I hope things work out."

I've always seen Andy as one of those guys in the old marxist novels. He has a kid and a wife and they're all crying and hungry and looking for him to be the rock and he keeps shouting, "Damn you! Can't you see that the capitalist swine are destroying the prols!" Then he leaves and has an affair with a communist chick. I don't know.

I haven't spoken with Jen, too much. All I ever heard were Andy's biased accounts of her not being able to keep up with his libido. I know she likes artistic things. In a way, I guess on paper she reminds me of an ex girlfriend. Of course, I don't hold that against her at all since I don't know her that well.

I guess I just hope you all can reach a point of happiness, whether it be alone or with other people. Take care of yourselves.