Wow, it's been a while
It's been so long since I got a chance to update the ol' journal. I just haven't found the time with classes starting and such. For the most part, classes are cool. I already hate middler year writing (this is me talking two days into it), although once I get a topic it shouldn't be too awful (or so I hope....I just want this freakin' class over with). My HT 1: American Music is an awesome class because all my music industry major friends are in it...I sat next to my friend Ryan that I met in marketing this summer....he's awesome....and so hot. :) Recording 1 will be awesome and I still have yet to dabble in HT 2: Classical Music, but we'll see how it goes; I've heard mixed reviews about the teacher and class.
I had a pep band rehearsal the other day....it was whatever. We did an arrangement of my theme song, "Bang on the Drum All Day" that was just awful; totally butchered the song. I got to see Tenor Brian, which was awesome and meet some freshmen. We have way to many this year and apparently Tim wants to do auditions. I'm totally all for them, except with my section it makes no sense. One of the freshmen at the rehearsal already sounds like he wants to bail out, so that would leave the other freshmen on trips, and me, Tenor Brian, and Brandon on the three tenors....makes sense to me and it won't be overcrowded because we all seriously won't be together at every game; I highly doubt our schedules would allow it. I had to miss the first full line rehearsal for a bunch of meetings. I start my first soccer game this Saturday and if I play my cards right, I might get to go to Sacred Heart with the women and maybe see Rosemary, who will be at the game for the first half. I had my NU Calling meeting too. Seriously, if it didn't pay $8.75/hour, I wouldn't give a second thought to doing it again. It's so ridiculous and I really couldn't care to ask alumni to give money to Northeastern. But hey, it pays.
I have to figure out how to fix my work study job on myneu. It's the most bizarre thing, really. In the summer, I applied for the athletic department and, just to be safe, the music department. I worked for the athletic department before and they rehired me, no problem. Middle of the summer the music department gets back to me and I tell them I have a job, they ask if I want to do the fall, and I told them I didn't have work study (cause at the time I was still fighting to get it back). Weeks later, (mind you I never told her when I got work study back because I planned to work for the soccer team), she signs me up for the music department job. I replied and said I couldn't do it and the supervisor emails me personally and says she signed me up and to come to her office to work out my schedule. Does she seriously not hear me or even read my emails? So I have to fix that so I can have my time sheet with the right job.
Other than that, all has been good. I think I figured out the mood I have been in lately. After consulting Joe and Jeremie, I talked to Talia and that didn't really go well, in that, I felt like a complete idiot after....still do. She is my best friend and yet, I'm so unfair here. I don't mean to make her think she is the cause for all my problems. She isn't at all. I figured out that it's all because I'm insecure. For some reason, I'm insecure about my relationship with her....I think it's because, crazy as this could sound, I don't feel like I deserve her as friend, let alone my best friend. But that's all a self esteem issue on my part....and probably very ridiculous in the end.
That's all I feel like writing for now. I'm rather tired but doubt I'll take a nap. I'm going to go and chillax until drumline tonight.
I had a pep band rehearsal the other day....it was whatever. We did an arrangement of my theme song, "Bang on the Drum All Day" that was just awful; totally butchered the song. I got to see Tenor Brian, which was awesome and meet some freshmen. We have way to many this year and apparently Tim wants to do auditions. I'm totally all for them, except with my section it makes no sense. One of the freshmen at the rehearsal already sounds like he wants to bail out, so that would leave the other freshmen on trips, and me, Tenor Brian, and Brandon on the three tenors....makes sense to me and it won't be overcrowded because we all seriously won't be together at every game; I highly doubt our schedules would allow it. I had to miss the first full line rehearsal for a bunch of meetings. I start my first soccer game this Saturday and if I play my cards right, I might get to go to Sacred Heart with the women and maybe see Rosemary, who will be at the game for the first half. I had my NU Calling meeting too. Seriously, if it didn't pay $8.75/hour, I wouldn't give a second thought to doing it again. It's so ridiculous and I really couldn't care to ask alumni to give money to Northeastern. But hey, it pays.
I have to figure out how to fix my work study job on myneu. It's the most bizarre thing, really. In the summer, I applied for the athletic department and, just to be safe, the music department. I worked for the athletic department before and they rehired me, no problem. Middle of the summer the music department gets back to me and I tell them I have a job, they ask if I want to do the fall, and I told them I didn't have work study (cause at the time I was still fighting to get it back). Weeks later, (mind you I never told her when I got work study back because I planned to work for the soccer team), she signs me up for the music department job. I replied and said I couldn't do it and the supervisor emails me personally and says she signed me up and to come to her office to work out my schedule. Does she seriously not hear me or even read my emails? So I have to fix that so I can have my time sheet with the right job.
Other than that, all has been good. I think I figured out the mood I have been in lately. After consulting Joe and Jeremie, I talked to Talia and that didn't really go well, in that, I felt like a complete idiot after....still do. She is my best friend and yet, I'm so unfair here. I don't mean to make her think she is the cause for all my problems. She isn't at all. I figured out that it's all because I'm insecure. For some reason, I'm insecure about my relationship with her....I think it's because, crazy as this could sound, I don't feel like I deserve her as friend, let alone my best friend. But that's all a self esteem issue on my part....and probably very ridiculous in the end.
That's all I feel like writing for now. I'm rather tired but doubt I'll take a nap. I'm going to go and chillax until drumline tonight.