Back in Beantown :)
I am finally back in Boston for good; all moved in and unpacked. It's a good feeling, being all unpacked and finally settled into my new apartment. It did drain me a bit driving here after my weird morning of getting up early. Dad wanted me to move my car and when I went to fall asleep again Mom needed help with the computer, and then I went to bed again until she talked to me for a bit and then I said goodbye to her. I finally went back to sleep and woke up about 12:15pm. I didn't hit a lot of traffic but the back and forth from my car to the building was tiring. But everything is done and aside from being exhausted, I'm feeling pretty good.
I got to talk to Jeremie tonight which was awesome. We haven't gotten a chance to talk much this summer, but he's moving in tomorrow! I can not wait to see him. 8 months I have not seen him; we need to hug for like an hour. haha He'll be here around noonish. Talia, on the other hand, love her so much as I do, is going to be here at bright and early 9am. hahahahahaha Joe's coming with her so that'll be great to see him too. We might even go to lunch which would be cool.
Jeremie and I are definitely planning to so some serious chillaxin' in the next few days. We have so much catching up to do it's not even funny.
Fall semester is definitely going to be great, even though some things will be a lot different. I really wish we could have Wednesday night dinners back, but I don't see that happening. Kris is home and I'm not sure how Jeremie and Heather are getting along these days. It's weird how some of my friends don't like each other. I tend to find myself balancing my schedule and trying to hang out with one and not the other and then vice versa. It's tough to get pulled in different directions like that, but what can you do. I've learned that you can't make people be friends with each other. So I just have to continue to do my best with it. I almost seriously don't care to anymore, though. I don't want to do it anymore. I'll invite Heather and Jeremie somewhere and not really care. I found myself inviting Talia and Joe to places when they were having it out....not that those things worked out, but still. Sounds kind of like a jerky move but I don't really care.
That's another thing I learned this summer: I'm a jerk. I don't deny it, either. My friends will; but they all had to know I was a jerk when they signed up to be my friend. I've told them, they all just chose to disagree with me, which is very flattering. But I have done some pretty jerkish moves, completely aware of what I was doing. Dodging hanging out with some people, not answering the phone for certain phone calls because I know what they're about and I just want to pretend like I never got the call or something, you know, real stupid stuff like that. I need to find a balance between being a little selfish and doing some things for me (like Jeremie has advised) but not being a complete jerk about it. I suppose I'm doing a good job with it since no one takes me seriously when I say I'm a jerk, but there's gotta be a better way. Granted, when I'm a jerk, I'm purposely being a jerk and I'm aware of what I'm doing...but in the end I still feel bad about it. So, yea, I just gotta find some sort of balance.
I'm gonna have to call it quits for the day. I'm starting to fall asleep. CAN NOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!!!!!!
I got to talk to Jeremie tonight which was awesome. We haven't gotten a chance to talk much this summer, but he's moving in tomorrow! I can not wait to see him. 8 months I have not seen him; we need to hug for like an hour. haha He'll be here around noonish. Talia, on the other hand, love her so much as I do, is going to be here at bright and early 9am. hahahahahaha Joe's coming with her so that'll be great to see him too. We might even go to lunch which would be cool.
Jeremie and I are definitely planning to so some serious chillaxin' in the next few days. We have so much catching up to do it's not even funny.
Fall semester is definitely going to be great, even though some things will be a lot different. I really wish we could have Wednesday night dinners back, but I don't see that happening. Kris is home and I'm not sure how Jeremie and Heather are getting along these days. It's weird how some of my friends don't like each other. I tend to find myself balancing my schedule and trying to hang out with one and not the other and then vice versa. It's tough to get pulled in different directions like that, but what can you do. I've learned that you can't make people be friends with each other. So I just have to continue to do my best with it. I almost seriously don't care to anymore, though. I don't want to do it anymore. I'll invite Heather and Jeremie somewhere and not really care. I found myself inviting Talia and Joe to places when they were having it out....not that those things worked out, but still. Sounds kind of like a jerky move but I don't really care.
That's another thing I learned this summer: I'm a jerk. I don't deny it, either. My friends will; but they all had to know I was a jerk when they signed up to be my friend. I've told them, they all just chose to disagree with me, which is very flattering. But I have done some pretty jerkish moves, completely aware of what I was doing. Dodging hanging out with some people, not answering the phone for certain phone calls because I know what they're about and I just want to pretend like I never got the call or something, you know, real stupid stuff like that. I need to find a balance between being a little selfish and doing some things for me (like Jeremie has advised) but not being a complete jerk about it. I suppose I'm doing a good job with it since no one takes me seriously when I say I'm a jerk, but there's gotta be a better way. Granted, when I'm a jerk, I'm purposely being a jerk and I'm aware of what I'm doing...but in the end I still feel bad about it. So, yea, I just gotta find some sort of balance.
I'm gonna have to call it quits for the day. I'm starting to fall asleep. CAN NOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!!!!!!