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i was ok today until it started raining and my grandma turned off the television about 10 minutes ago, so all you can hear is just the rain hittin the windows. It's simple...i feel like crap. I knew I shouldn't have done something, but I did and now regret it, and someone who I just met this summer, who was my age, past away today. I've never knew anyone that died, I mean, both of my grandads died, but that was when i was a baby. Jeremy died during his football practice at the school that I would have went to if i stayed here. he died of an asthma attack, that went with exhaustion. We just went to Six Flags together a couple of weeks ago and we were planning to go again this Saturday, but i guess plans change. I just can't believe that he's gone. He's the 2nd person to die during a football practice in Kentucky this year. Usually, up to 3 people pass away in the summer during football practices each yr in kentucky. I never thought i would know someone that's part of this statistic.
But the thing that just puts the icing on the fucking cake is the fact that my dad doesn't want me. He doesn't know what the FUCK he's missin. He would rather give credit of 3 little rat bastards of my 1/2 brothers and have a skinny ass Boricua bitch of a wife, than to say that he helped make a beautiful older daughter that's tryin to do something in her life, unlike the rest of the Diaz family. before I left NYC, My step mother, his wife, had the nerve to tell my mom that her husband aint paying shit for that little mixed bitch (that's me). I didn't do shit to her. ohhhh, I can't wait to get married and change my last name cuz i'm really starting to hate it with a passion.
All I can think of right now is Jose David Diaz...fuck you. And to my wonderful Step mother who can't fucking speak english, Mrs. Jessica Masiel Fegeroa-Diaz.... Yo espero que usted tenga una vida malo. Y cuando usted muere, yo espero que su paseo al infierno será agradable, puta. :)
But the thing that just puts the icing on the fucking cake is the fact that my dad doesn't want me. He doesn't know what the FUCK he's missin. He would rather give credit of 3 little rat bastards of my 1/2 brothers and have a skinny ass Boricua bitch of a wife, than to say that he helped make a beautiful older daughter that's tryin to do something in her life, unlike the rest of the Diaz family. before I left NYC, My step mother, his wife, had the nerve to tell my mom that her husband aint paying shit for that little mixed bitch (that's me). I didn't do shit to her. ohhhh, I can't wait to get married and change my last name cuz i'm really starting to hate it with a passion.
All I can think of right now is Jose David Diaz...fuck you. And to my wonderful Step mother who can't fucking speak english, Mrs. Jessica Masiel Fegeroa-Diaz.... Yo espero que usted tenga una vida malo. Y cuando usted muere, yo espero que su paseo al infierno será agradable, puta. :)