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well im so nervous for regeonals this Friday
i feel un prepared cause ive been slacling offf and injured at most of the time during the season .
i feel like i didnt have a great seasona snd i didnt get to work at my full potental and i kept falling down and trippin over the freakin damn hurdles
and the team this year is sort of a refelction of how i feeel inside, Shitty, pathetic, gay, stupid, slacking, a bunch of stupid loooooooooosers who dont work hard, there all shitty and i feel like i wanna punch each one of them in the face.
i Feel like i ifucked up my whole senior year cause i havent been working hard to my full potentail with my stupid ex girlfriend during the Winter and my damn pulled hamstring at indoor winter meet january,
i think i was fucked up this year cause i went girl crazy, thats all i could focus on and now its too later to go back and fix shit.
Well lets just see what happens this friday
all i can say is htta ive been training for 4 years for this damn meet this friday and its my last chance.. and fuck i think i fucked it all up this senior year all cuase of partying, drinking and fuckin
i feel un prepared cause ive been slacling offf and injured at most of the time during the season .
i feel like i didnt have a great seasona snd i didnt get to work at my full potental and i kept falling down and trippin over the freakin damn hurdles
and the team this year is sort of a refelction of how i feeel inside, Shitty, pathetic, gay, stupid, slacking, a bunch of stupid loooooooooosers who dont work hard, there all shitty and i feel like i wanna punch each one of them in the face.
i Feel like i ifucked up my whole senior year cause i havent been working hard to my full potentail with my stupid ex girlfriend during the Winter and my damn pulled hamstring at indoor winter meet january,
i think i was fucked up this year cause i went girl crazy, thats all i could focus on and now its too later to go back and fix shit.
Well lets just see what happens this friday
all i can say is htta ive been training for 4 years for this damn meet this friday and its my last chance.. and fuck i think i fucked it all up this senior year all cuase of partying, drinking and fuckin