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[ajcrb]

tell me to give up, tell me that i dont have a chance in hell, tell me i'm a fool. because i dont want to do this anymore.

i'm so tired of loving someone that i just cant have. how do i make it stop? how do i stop missing him?

i love him. and i hate it, because it hurts so bad.

make me stop, tell me theres an easy way to stop this, that theres some trick to this.

make me stop believing that he'll change his mind.

convince me that he doesn't love me... because i think he does...

make me stop.

or just kill me.