Why the hell. Your always blowing me off. I do everything I can for you. But you treat me like shit in the end. I try to never hurt you. Or make your smile faid. Even then I can't seem to make it right. I try so hard to be perfect for you. I do everything I can. Nothing I do is good enough for you. I'll bring you the world on a silver plater. I'll carry you the ocean in a barrel. I'll take you to the moon and back. As long as your happy. You never appreciate all this I do. I don't under stand why this is so. Its not fair that the way it should be it isn't. And the way it shouldn't be it is. Lifes not fair. I realise this. But it was the best it ever could have been. Then it all got shot down. Burning in flames. To the ground. I love you. I hate you. I love you even more. I wish for this to have never started. But when I think that way its worst. We are stuck in a in between. Shitter than before but better than the worst. Please, tell me what I can do. How you feel. What you need. I want to do it all for you. I am happy. You seem happy. But I think your putting on an act. Its not fair you hide you feelings from me. I want to know why your sad. Why you hurt. Why you cry. I want to be there to hold you. my heart still skips a beat. Every time you come near. Every time I see your bright smile. Your beautiful eyes. Your gorgous figure. It just doesn't get better than that. My stomach jumps when I think of you. Its the best feeling ever. I guess you will never know. Or truely understand, or want to understand. How much you mean to me. Life wouldn't be alright without you in it. If you were to leave.
I hope some day you read this. I'm not sure what this is. Its how I'm feeling right now. Put in little blurbs for you. My heart is here, doors wide open. It will always be waiting for you. My body floats when I think of you. It always will now. It takes a minute to meet somebody. Days to know somebody. Longer to love somebody. But it will never be possible to forget the one you love.
Your always blowing me off.
I do everything I can for you.
But you treat me like shit in the end.
I try to never hurt you.
Or make your smile faid.
Even then I can't seem to make it right.
I try so hard to be perfect for you.
I do everything I can.
Nothing I do is good enough for you.
I'll bring you the world on a silver plater.
I'll carry you the ocean in a barrel.
I'll take you to the moon and back.
As long as your happy.
You never appreciate all this I do.
I don't under stand why this is so.
Its not fair that the way it should be it isn't.
And the way it shouldn't be it is.
Lifes not fair.
I realise this.
But it was the best it ever could have been.
Then it all got shot down.
Burning in flames.
To the ground.
I love you.
I hate you.
I love you even more.
I wish for this to have never started.
But when I think that way its worst.
We are stuck in a in between.
Shitter than before but better than the worst.
Please, tell me what I can do.
How you feel.
What you need.
I want to do it all for you.
I am happy.
You seem happy.
But I think your putting on an act.
Its not fair you hide you feelings from me.
I want to know why your sad.
Why you hurt.
Why you cry.
I want to be there to hold you.
my heart still skips a beat.
Every time you come near.
Every time I see your bright smile.
Your beautiful eyes.
Your gorgous figure.
It just doesn't get better than that.
My stomach jumps when I think of you.
Its the best feeling ever.
I guess you will never know.
Or truely understand, or want to understand.
How much you mean to me.
Life wouldn't be alright without you in it.
If you were to leave.
I hope some day you read this.
I'm not sure what this is.
Its how I'm feeling right now.
Put in little blurbs for you.
My heart is here, doors wide open.
It will always be waiting for you.
My body floats when I think of you.
It always will now.
It takes a minute to meet somebody.
Days to know somebody.
Longer to love somebody.
But it will never be possible to forget the one you love.
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