The Day After Tomarrow
So, it is 1:00 in the morning, I just got done watching the movie The Day After Tomorrow and for some reason I felt the desire to write in my live journal. Weird, I have written in my live journal once and that was over a month ago. Why did I get this sudden bit of motivation? I decided that mother nature is a stubborn ole bitch...she does what she wants and nobody can do a damn thing to stop her. You gotta see the movie if you havent!
Inspired by the movie, I feel like writing about my thoughts on life.
Life is strange. Its weird how things work out. Looking back on life and reflecting has become my favorite past time. I find it extremely mind boggling how people grow and shape themselves when becoming what makes them, them. Yes sounds strange, JJ told me today that I am a "cause and effect" type thinker. Really though...is there any other way of looking at things. People act and react. Its all about the actions you make today that could be reactions from yesterday that will make for a set of reactions tomarrow, but what are you reacting too? Your experiences. Your feelings. Your dreams. Your situations.
The past two and a half years have been unique. Lately I have been reflecting back and watching how LOVE has affected me, shaped me. You see, being in love and loving someone is very similar, so it is very easily confused. I've learned that a person I thought I was in love with is merely only a person I love. And its wild because the level in which these feelings are being handled is one I have never been on before. Any thoughts of jeoulosy, hate, betrayal, and heart ache has not taken over this concept of realizing that I am not in love or even being loved in that particular way. Love has a bumpy road no matter with who, what, when, where and why, but bumps can be smoothed out with enough dedication and hard work. In a nutshell, I've learned I can give an abundance of love to many people, fall in love and fall out of love but still love....oh, yes, and that falling in love all over again, can be one of the scariest things in the world!
I gotta go to bed...its very late, and I have officially run out of any motivation that I may have had when starting this entry...goodnight!
Inspired by the movie, I feel like writing about my thoughts on life.
Life is strange. Its weird how things work out. Looking back on life and reflecting has become my favorite past time. I find it extremely mind boggling how people grow and shape themselves when becoming what makes them, them. Yes sounds strange, JJ told me today that I am a "cause and effect" type thinker. Really though...is there any other way of looking at things. People act and react. Its all about the actions you make today that could be reactions from yesterday that will make for a set of reactions tomarrow, but what are you reacting too? Your experiences. Your feelings. Your dreams. Your situations.
The past two and a half years have been unique. Lately I have been reflecting back and watching how LOVE has affected me, shaped me. You see, being in love and loving someone is very similar, so it is very easily confused. I've learned that a person I thought I was in love with is merely only a person I love. And its wild because the level in which these feelings are being handled is one I have never been on before. Any thoughts of jeoulosy, hate, betrayal, and heart ache has not taken over this concept of realizing that I am not in love or even being loved in that particular way. Love has a bumpy road no matter with who, what, when, where and why, but bumps can be smoothed out with enough dedication and hard work. In a nutshell, I've learned I can give an abundance of love to many people, fall in love and fall out of love but still love....oh, yes, and that falling in love all over again, can be one of the scariest things in the world!
I gotta go to bed...its very late, and I have officially run out of any motivation that I may have had when starting this entry...goodnight!