Mar 21, 2005 21:14
i want so many material things right now, and i have so many options for obtaining them. you have no idea how good it feels to want. very basic goals keep my head on straight.
the past couple shows have felt very strange, like when you laugh at yourself in a room full of serious people. And when somebody asks you why, all you can say is, "nothing, nevermind..." because any kind of explanation would just be pointless and make you look even less connected to reality.
i've been having so many dreams about people i rarely see lately. i dont know what it means.
if anybody wants to go for a walk, you can just come over. i'm not sure where i'm going to go, but it shouldn't get too cold tonight.