Jun 22, 2007 04:43
Tomorrow (technically today) is my last day of working at the movie theater. Thank god. Saturday I move my shit down to Azusa, then come back that night for a party. Sunday night or monday morning I move to Azusa. So I was packing a lot today, and got distracted reading old yearbooks, letters, writings, etc. A lot of mixed feelings. Sometimes I wish I could click heels and go back and change a few things, but overall I'm (kindof) content with how things have played out so far. A lot of If Onlys ran through my mind. If only I had done this, if only I hadn't done that. But who gives a shit about what could have been anyway? Maybe next time.
I'm often a walking contradiction. I think I'm bipolar. Or just indecisive. But for the most part I go with the flow and follow the signs. I totally notice the signs now. You know what you gotta watch for? Doves. If you see a dove, there's about to be a sign to watch for. Or maybe.... I'm crazy. Or crazy.... I'm maybe.
Mebbee? You got it bebby
-Ajee
PS - Word of the day: Sandstorm