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today/last nite.
interesting.
i got bus to st austell.
and went pizza hut.
got crust in my eye.
not even going there.
ha.
got a taxi.
went to the station. cor the evils in there would cut threw steel.
saw lj. things were.. awkwarrrrrrrrrrrd.
damn.
i dunno whats going on there anymore.
did i mention i havent thought of any new years resolutions yet. hmm i think learning to drive will be one.ill think of more as i go along.
we went to callys.
& i saw rich. but he was with danni. so that didnt go to well.
i felt well bad.
:/
cus she like ignored him.
just cus he spoke to me.
i said hey. and asked her when she had gotten braces and she was just kinda like
"ages ago..*looks away*"
uh oh.
thennnnnn we went puls8
which i was like. oh god. sumones gunna like.. hate me and push me over and ill just die.
but its ok. no one pushed me over. but
hella lot of people got pissy.
and at fred. which.
is not fair.
realllly.
why are my sentences so short.and my puncutation so bad.its making me feel out of breath.oh well.cba to change now.
uhh
and i met loads of new people.
which is good.
i like new people.
then we went to asda after
avoiding an episode.
which then followed anyway.
bought alcohol and pizza.
went to daves.
and ate pizza. and drank and got cut face by pizza. moose in my hair. all that shizzle.
& streaking and peas and singeing, and leaking, and water, and vomit. at 6:30.
mikes looking at downsyndromes.
and pass out.
and snuggles <3.
and xmen.
and final fantasy.
and chineese.
and home.
i love freds dog. if i was a dog. i think i would be the same.
iplucked up the courage to do it.
man i was so scared.
i thought ahh ill just go for it.
& i wasnt drunk. so there was no excuses to be like
oh yeah. i didnt mean to i was drunk. or whatever.
ha. mmmmmmm dunno if i made everything worse tho... :/
when i got home mom was saying how she missed me. cus i had been gone 2 days. asked what fred was like. what her house is like. what her parents were like. mom said how she loves that i can be friends with anyone. and not just have to stick to one or two people like some people do.
but to be fair. if i did. i would currently be at home. 24/7.
seeing as jake and choll seem to be out of my life.
& i actully tried to fix it.
=[
alas.. i guess things do just fade away. no matter how hard you try to keep the promice.
"we will always be friends."
this year i am starting fresh.
im taking my photos of my walls. cus they arent me anymore., and they arent my friends anymore.
they are memories, and they now belong in the boxes with my other memories.
Things to show to new friends like. "yeah this was a good time i member this when ..." they are memories to look over once iv got old and remember the good things when they happened.
having them up now for me is just kind of a reminder of what i feel i have lost.
interesting.
i got bus to st austell.
and went pizza hut.
got crust in my eye.
not even going there.
ha.
got a taxi.
went to the station. cor the evils in there would cut threw steel.
saw lj. things were.. awkwarrrrrrrrrrrd.
damn.
i dunno whats going on there anymore.
did i mention i havent thought of any new years resolutions yet. hmm i think learning to drive will be one.ill think of more as i go along.
we went to callys.
& i saw rich. but he was with danni. so that didnt go to well.
i felt well bad.
:/
cus she like ignored him.
just cus he spoke to me.
i said hey. and asked her when she had gotten braces and she was just kinda like
"ages ago..*looks away*"
uh oh.
thennnnnn we went puls8
which i was like. oh god. sumones gunna like.. hate me and push me over and ill just die.
but its ok. no one pushed me over. but
hella lot of people got pissy.
and at fred. which.
is not fair.
realllly.
why are my sentences so short.and my puncutation so bad.its making me feel out of breath.oh well.cba to change now.
uhh
and i met loads of new people.
which is good.
i like new people.
then we went to asda after
avoiding an episode.
which then followed anyway.
bought alcohol and pizza.
went to daves.
and ate pizza. and drank and got cut face by pizza. moose in my hair. all that shizzle.
& streaking and peas and singeing, and leaking, and water, and vomit. at 6:30.
mikes looking at downsyndromes.
and pass out.
and snuggles <3.
and xmen.
and final fantasy.
and chineese.
and home.
i love freds dog. if i was a dog. i think i would be the same.
iplucked up the courage to do it.
man i was so scared.
i thought ahh ill just go for it.
& i wasnt drunk. so there was no excuses to be like
oh yeah. i didnt mean to i was drunk. or whatever.
ha. mmmmmmm dunno if i made everything worse tho... :/
when i got home mom was saying how she missed me. cus i had been gone 2 days. asked what fred was like. what her house is like. what her parents were like. mom said how she loves that i can be friends with anyone. and not just have to stick to one or two people like some people do.
but to be fair. if i did. i would currently be at home. 24/7.
seeing as jake and choll seem to be out of my life.
& i actully tried to fix it.
=[
alas.. i guess things do just fade away. no matter how hard you try to keep the promice.
"we will always be friends."
this year i am starting fresh.
im taking my photos of my walls. cus they arent me anymore., and they arent my friends anymore.
they are memories, and they now belong in the boxes with my other memories.
Things to show to new friends like. "yeah this was a good time i member this when ..." they are memories to look over once iv got old and remember the good things when they happened.
having them up now for me is just kind of a reminder of what i feel i have lost.