hmmm
Alas, i find myself back to my blank pages again.
to fill with thoughts running through my brain.
rejected, ill walk away and start a new.
i dont know why i always mess up with you.
im constantly being covered with tiny little cracks.
im kind of scared that i will begin to shatter.
i wont let my sorrows pour out of my eyes,
its such a sign of weakness and i want to feel strong.
feels like this moment lasted far too long.
i fear there will be a part of me which wont ever let go.
i know it wont cus i still cant get it off my chest.
ill drink to that, to drown my sorrows again.
feel numb for another moment in time.
and reminisce over the fact that you arent mine.
told years sooner.
mayb i should of.
but how was i to know you wouldnt cast me away like the rest.
forever haunting my dreams of what could have been,
give me something to satisfy this appitite
to feel sparkling once again.
to fill with thoughts running through my brain.
rejected, ill walk away and start a new.
i dont know why i always mess up with you.
im constantly being covered with tiny little cracks.
im kind of scared that i will begin to shatter.
i wont let my sorrows pour out of my eyes,
its such a sign of weakness and i want to feel strong.
feels like this moment lasted far too long.
i fear there will be a part of me which wont ever let go.
i know it wont cus i still cant get it off my chest.
ill drink to that, to drown my sorrows again.
feel numb for another moment in time.
and reminisce over the fact that you arent mine.
told years sooner.
mayb i should of.
but how was i to know you wouldnt cast me away like the rest.
forever haunting my dreams of what could have been,
give me something to satisfy this appitite
to feel sparkling once again.