hmm just a thought ?

Feb 09, 2006 18:28

so last nite i had quite an indepth talk with chelle. and talking about my past relly made me realise how far i have come along and how i havnt changed. like i was never a chav and changed to fit in. i was always myself. and im thankful i had enough guts to stay that way.

so mayb my past has made me loose probably all self confidence.and i havnt relly come far in life with relationships and iv lost all trust in guys. but was it even worth it? was it worth me gettin worked up over. i hated myself cus other people made me hate my self. now if sumone tries to be nice i dont belive them.
could i have fought for myself and id feel better about myself now ?
my dad asked what was wrong wiht my face when i came in today.
i didnt care. but i did. i took it to heart.i try shrug it off. but its hard. i dont no who to bleive anymore.
i feel relly ugly full stop.
and i dont think any words are gunna change that.

arf stuopid cunting people.
i hate my teachers yay :D
x
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