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[aj_gil]

Alexis is nowhere to be found. I call her, no answer. Went to her house with a big armful of roses...she didn't come to the door. I left the flowers on her porch. If someone steals them, maybe they'll enjoy them. She doesn't update, she's never on AIM

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[alexis_lopez]

I've been around. Listen, I'm sorry. I don't know where to start.

I've been sick...I'm sorry if I've hurt you. I haven't had the energy to answer the door, update, or even leave my house for that matter. I did get the flowers, though. And I thank you for them. I don't want to hurt you anymore, AJ. You care so much for me and with me being sick, I can't show you how I feel about you. I'm sorry. I miss you and Nikki so much. I just....haven't had the energy.

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[aj_gil]

Alexis, listen. I love you, nothing will change that. I would give anything to be by your side to help you get better, or at least be there for you.

If you want to break up with me, I understand. I don't want to be more stress on you. I am willing to do whatever it takes to see you healthy, or wait around as long as you need to clear your head.

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[alexis_lopez]

You are no stress on me. I'm the one that has been hiding and I feel like I owe you every appology in the world. I'm very sorry if I hurt you in any way. I'm sorry for everything.

I don't want to break up but I don't want to hurt you anymore, either.

I'm on AIM right now...

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[aj_gil]

I would give anything to be on AIM talking to you. I'm at work, waiting for my shift to start, and I can't install it.

I would give anything to see you happy again, I just want you to know that.

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[alexis_lopez]

[If you go to aim.com you can click on the left side bar AIM express and you don't have to install anything, just click start and it comes up. Just a simple little AIM.]