[Nah no no no...] So, I tried to be a normal girl this past three months. But it just stressing me out!
My doctor said I need to relax and take a rest because it reflected on my body and skins.
So, this is actually happen to me. I am starting my day Monday to Friday early at 4 Am, walking out to bus stop at 5 AM, to do something but sometimes nothing but pretend to have a load of works to do. I also back home when sun already set, feeling hungry and angry when reaching home at 9 or 10 PM. This is just the beginning, because a lot of things happen and I just hate how people way to work in that company.
And imagine people talking in front of me with their "language" and they thought I did not know, but I do acknowledge what they say about me. I just pitying them to talk Japanese near a wrong person.
Adding with stupid unwritten rules, some penalty and unlogic simple things they say. How they work, how they think, how can they can't adapting with this country. Everything they do just kinda annoy me.
Three of colleagues leaving before me, and the boss trying to persuade me. It just makes me laugh bigger, because he is not clever enough to hide his dark side and bad motive behind his sudden kindness. So I have deep thought and battling to my own self. I decided to leave and finish in the right time.
My boss is the type of person who will give you expired gift, and talking to Japanese that they are stupid but he cannot fired them at all. Above them all, he is also st*pid for years cannot speak ind and eng. So, who's stupid huh...
Well, now I am finish with them after struggling and persuade them to let go of me. I come back to my previous life, try to not minding my sister complain's about her life and about my life that she hates about me (maybe). I can describe her mood as roller coaster. She is just unpredictable!
Last week, I begin to cook my soaps, come back to create recipe for new handcrafted - handmade soap!
I know I should learn more about this soap world. But I just cannot get enough, because every bar of soaps is different. When creating them sometimes they annoy me with their behave but sometimes they bring me joy by having a good texture and nice good looking product!
So, what do you think? Some friends said my soap looks like a cake. Sometimes it smell like vanilla or chocolate. But for me, I personally choose unscented soap with luxurious additives that good for sensitives skins. But overall, I love them all. Love them as much as I love JUMP.
Btw I just start to use spotify app again. Up till now I just playing S**nee songs, just because recently they have a lot of works and news. I feel like my feeling for them comeback piece by piece.