when it's your ex...
why couldn't it have been some stranger.
that's all i'm saying. if it had to happen the way it did, trapped in a fucking parking lot, why couldn't it have been some random person off the street. maybe i would have understood it as rape. maybe i would feel justified for this fucking me up and at least would have realized how wrong it was. maybe i wouldn't feel like it was my fault for not seeing it coming.
that's all i'm saying. if it had to happen the way it did, trapped in a fucking parking lot, why couldn't it have been some random person off the street. maybe i would have understood it as rape. maybe i would feel justified for this fucking me up and at least would have realized how wrong it was. maybe i wouldn't feel like it was my fault for not seeing it coming.