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i cant wait until i'm eighteen, so i can move the fuck out of here.
my parents are psychopaths, nicely put.
my dad took my car (yet again) for no fucking reason.
i'm sick and tired of this shit.
they're insane, in a twisted way.
they mess with everyones heads in any way they can.
for example, they think i'm sleeping, and they sit in my room, and talk shit on me
then i get up, and they curse at me
and this is an every fucking day every time i'm home thing.
then, they wonder why i'm not pleasent with them.
oh, i fucking wonder.
not to mention the countless fist fights i have with my father every single week.
all i know is that a parent that makes their child more and more inclined towards drugs, isn't a good one.
i know i won't graduate. i know i won't go to a decent college, if any. i know i won't amount to anything anytime soon.
fuck you is all i have to say. if i had the chance, if you gave me back my car, i could start my job. i could save up for a new one, for college tuition, for my appartment. but nah.
no job for nicole, no future for nicole.
hopefully dealing will work out.
someone shoot me in the fucking face.
all i have to say is all you fucking washington township people, who get to just go to school, go to work, and then go to college, yeah you have it so fucking good. most of the world doesn't. i don't. i get beat up every time i open my mouth. think about that a little more often, you're lucky.
my parents are psychopaths, nicely put.
my dad took my car (yet again) for no fucking reason.
i'm sick and tired of this shit.
they're insane, in a twisted way.
they mess with everyones heads in any way they can.
for example, they think i'm sleeping, and they sit in my room, and talk shit on me
then i get up, and they curse at me
and this is an every fucking day every time i'm home thing.
then, they wonder why i'm not pleasent with them.
oh, i fucking wonder.
not to mention the countless fist fights i have with my father every single week.
all i know is that a parent that makes their child more and more inclined towards drugs, isn't a good one.
i know i won't graduate. i know i won't go to a decent college, if any. i know i won't amount to anything anytime soon.
fuck you is all i have to say. if i had the chance, if you gave me back my car, i could start my job. i could save up for a new one, for college tuition, for my appartment. but nah.
no job for nicole, no future for nicole.
hopefully dealing will work out.
someone shoot me in the fucking face.
all i have to say is all you fucking washington township people, who get to just go to school, go to work, and then go to college, yeah you have it so fucking good. most of the world doesn't. i don't. i get beat up every time i open my mouth. think about that a little more often, you're lucky.