Self reminder
I have to remind myself - whatever he's doing is just a ploy. Just crocodile tears, just mental manipulation. I must not waver. I must not grovel again. Done too much of it, plus it's not my fault. He's unstable and insecure about himself. He and that girl - they brought this upon themselves and even if they did get together at the end, it would not have a happy ending because already they'd started on a bad patch.
I must not trust him again. I must not find security in him again. The world is bigger than he is. Much more to explore and much more to learn about. My life should not end at him. It should go on to greater insights and realising dreams. Life is full of abundance and I am capable of it.
We need to separate. But looking at him like this makes me take a step back and want to spend some time with him. Just to nurse his wound as much as possible until he's well enough to stand up on his own before I move on to explore my world.
It's cold today. I think Autumn has arrived in Victoria.
I must not trust him again. I must not find security in him again. The world is bigger than he is. Much more to explore and much more to learn about. My life should not end at him. It should go on to greater insights and realising dreams. Life is full of abundance and I am capable of it.
We need to separate. But looking at him like this makes me take a step back and want to spend some time with him. Just to nurse his wound as much as possible until he's well enough to stand up on his own before I move on to explore my world.
It's cold today. I think Autumn has arrived in Victoria.