Graduation
I'm not. Graduating, that is. But my brother is, and his friends, and ... dare I say it? My friends too.
It'll be hard to imagine high school without anyone there older to look up to. I suppose I can put my own classmates on a pedestal and look up to them (most of them are older, anyway).
But it'll also be liberating, in a way, to be a big fish (even though it's a mighty small pond). It'll be liberating to be able to hold myself up proud and to only have to look up to ... me. Half of me feels like I can't wait for bigger and better things, and half of me is screaming to hold on because it doesn't feel like it can get any better.
I think this is just my anxiety for summer to begin. =\
It'll be hard to imagine high school without anyone there older to look up to. I suppose I can put my own classmates on a pedestal and look up to them (most of them are older, anyway).
But it'll also be liberating, in a way, to be a big fish (even though it's a mighty small pond). It'll be liberating to be able to hold myself up proud and to only have to look up to ... me. Half of me feels like I can't wait for bigger and better things, and half of me is screaming to hold on because it doesn't feel like it can get any better.
I think this is just my anxiety for summer to begin. =\