Mar 05, 2008 20:13
I'm in so much trouble, it isn't even funny anymore.
Internship will be hell because my mentor is getting under my skin. It's been a week and a half and already I caught myself looking at her ass (amongst other things) ... God, please shoot me. Am I that much of a horny teen that I can't control myself?
She had to stand close to me a few times today and I had to really concentrate to be able to understand what she was asking me to do.
I know nothing about her. Absolutely nothing! I mean, in the past 10 days I've been able to get an insight in the lives of the others. I know if they're married or have a boyfriend, if they have children. I know what they do in their spare time, where they went to school, ... But my mentor. The only thing I can tell you is that she likes to dance and that she lives alone. Oh, and that she would like to be a carpenter or and electrician one day (that's not even close to what she's doing right now).
So how is it possible she gets under my skin? For all I know she's a killer robot from outer space. I also keep catching her staring at me and that isn't helping. Usually when someone stares at me, I stare back until they look away. But my mentor smiles and just keeps staring. So we're sitting there staring at each other.
... I'm so fucked up. And I still need to work with her for the next 3 months *sighs* SHIT !!!
I'll make an ass out of myself, I just know it.
To make things worse ... I got a call from the high school teacher today, telling me the two of us have full responsability of the musical. So we'll always have to work together ... and I'm fucked because I was able to lie to her once but I don't know if I can keep lying.
Would someone trade lives with me? I'll pay you!
highschool,
internship,
teachers,
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