The storm is coming
Right, I'm currently shitting myself. Meant to be interviewing ED HARCOURT this afternoon at some point, but Ruth has not told me where and when I need to be. Gaaaaaaaah. This is scary. This guy is a fucking legend, a hero of mine if you will, and I have to TALK TO HIM!!!!!
I need to pee really badly but I'm not leaving this computer til I know what's happening.
Stupid day yesterday - really stupid non-problem resulted in lots of stupid narky-ness between me and John - really not a big deal, but as usual, I made it into one. I'm a fucking fud sometimes, I really am. Why can I not just deal with things like normal people do? I've got this amazing guy in my life, and yet I'm behaving like a fucking basket case. Not good, Heather. Feel like a spaz for getting so worked up, but I get myself more worked up by worrying about getting worked up... vicious circle and all that.
I want to change my username. I hate this fucking nickname now. reminds me of bad things.
Had a pretty good weekend, although i was just working lots. Went to fireworks with John on Friday. Fireworks themselves were fairly shit, but we had a really good day. Chinese for lunch and candy floss at the fireworks!! quality!!! Really really good day though. :) :)
Balloch is cool. Been chilling out and it's been pretty good. Train journeys aside, although i'm reading a lot so they're not too bad. I finished The Crow Road the other day - really good book.
(there are actually words in my vocabularly that aren't 'really'. Honest.)
College is pretty shit at the mo. This course must get better fast. Really want to just get out into the real world and actually do some real work now - fed up of bloody education, if you can call it that. Last week, we did fuck all. Waste of bloody time and train fare.
Fud on the train today stole my Metro!! But then the ticket man came and I gave him £6 and he gave me change of a tenner. Sweeeeeeeeet.
Come on, RUTH!!! TELL ME WHAT'S HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is annoying!! I'm very very scared!!!
I need to pee really badly but I'm not leaving this computer til I know what's happening.
Stupid day yesterday - really stupid non-problem resulted in lots of stupid narky-ness between me and John - really not a big deal, but as usual, I made it into one. I'm a fucking fud sometimes, I really am. Why can I not just deal with things like normal people do? I've got this amazing guy in my life, and yet I'm behaving like a fucking basket case. Not good, Heather. Feel like a spaz for getting so worked up, but I get myself more worked up by worrying about getting worked up... vicious circle and all that.
I want to change my username. I hate this fucking nickname now. reminds me of bad things.
Had a pretty good weekend, although i was just working lots. Went to fireworks with John on Friday. Fireworks themselves were fairly shit, but we had a really good day. Chinese for lunch and candy floss at the fireworks!! quality!!! Really really good day though. :) :)
Balloch is cool. Been chilling out and it's been pretty good. Train journeys aside, although i'm reading a lot so they're not too bad. I finished The Crow Road the other day - really good book.
(there are actually words in my vocabularly that aren't 'really'. Honest.)
College is pretty shit at the mo. This course must get better fast. Really want to just get out into the real world and actually do some real work now - fed up of bloody education, if you can call it that. Last week, we did fuck all. Waste of bloody time and train fare.
Fud on the train today stole my Metro!! But then the ticket man came and I gave him £6 and he gave me change of a tenner. Sweeeeeeeeet.
Come on, RUTH!!! TELL ME WHAT'S HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is annoying!! I'm very very scared!!!