CHAPTERED | Kiss the Baby Sky Chapter 4
Kiss the Baby Sky
pg-13 | au, angst, fluff | 4/??
aitakutemo beta-ed by the_ladder
"all the dreams and hopes made of your eyes..." -jung yunho, a 12-year-old boy who's only living with his 8-year-old little brother, jung jaejoong. after their parents died, they lived in the big mansion with all the riches they inherited, and learning to accept the truth and face their upcoming life on their own. they managed to survive of course, having each other by their side. but the problem doesn’t stop there. first, they had to face the fact that they would get kicked out their house and get adopted. and if that's not enough, one of them finally realizes there's something more than just brotherly love between them.
warning: incest
Chapter Four
September 4th 2007
Hello Boo,
How are you doing there? Do they treat you nicely? I’m sorry I haven’t been able to call you, I think I got your number wrong. Anyway, how does it feel there? Having fun? I bet you are! I, myself, am having a lot of fun here. Mr and Mrs Kim are very kind to me; they treat me like I’m their own son. They also have a little girl, her name is Ji Hye, she’s a few months younger than you, and such a little whiny! Every time I see her, I can’t help remembering you. I miss you, Jaejoongie, I really do.
Do you miss me too? I hope so. If you miss me, then don’t forget there’s Bambi there to take care of you. Just hug her when you miss me. I’m sure you’ll feel better! And how’s your parents? Do you get along with them? Or did you bore them with your acts? Hahaha, don’t forget to be nice, Jaejoongie, you can be as spoiled as you want with me, but try not to be like that with other people, okay?
Well then, I think that’s enough from me, don’t forget to take care of your health, alright? I’m sure we’ll meet each other soon! ^^
Your hyung
September 17th 2007
Dear Boo,
Why aren’t you replying to my letter? Gosh, have you forgotten about me? Well, you won’t get rid of me that easily. I will keep writing to you until you reply. I want to hear about everything from you! ^^
Anyway, how’s life going? I hope you’re not having a hard time. I’m not saying I’m having a bad time, but I can’t say it’s good either. Things are pretty slow here, and without you, it’s just getting worse. I really miss those times when you would play games with me all day long until we both got tired and just fell asleep on the carpet. Little Ji Hye is a girl, and all she wants to do is play those silly house games, which disgusts me so much. I wish I got a little brother instead, so we could play something like bikes or soccer, but then again it must feel different, since he’s not my BooJae.
I’m also beginning to miss Aunt Hyo Hee’s cooking. Ahh, I really want to taste her delicious vanilla pudding again, but I doubt you miss her cooking that much, since she always prepared extra vegetables for you. Sorry, Jaejoongie, but umma always told me to make sure you eat your healthy food since you like to eat sweets so much. Speaking of sweets, I hope you’re not having too much, and even if you have them, don’t forget to brush your teeth!
Okay then, reply soon, okay? I’m starting to miss your whines.
Yunho
October 1st 2007
Dear Jaejoongie,
Are you mad at me? If that’s so, then I’m sorry. I am really really really really really really really really REALLY sorry! Would you forgive me? Please? I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings, I tried to call you before, but the number didn’t work. I also tried to change the last numbers and more, but it still didn’t work. I’m so sorry, please forgive me? I promise I’ll hug you as long as you want me to when we meet again soon.
I’m still waiting for you. Please reply soon?
Your loving hyung
October 24th 2007
Jaejoongie,
Are you still that mad at me? I’m sorry if I had done anything wrong. I really want to meet you too, I really do, but Mother and Father -I call them that now- said that they don’t know the place. I tried to ask them if I could just go by myself, but they were afraid that something ugly might happen to me. So I’m thinking of taking that hapkido class near our place. I promise I’ll get stronger so they wouldn’t have any reason to hold me back! And I’ll also protect you from whoever wants to hurt you.
But for now, don’t be mad or sad, okay, Jaejoongie? Just hug Bambi whenever you miss me. I’m sure she won’t mind. Maybe she can’t sing you your lullaby, but at least she can be there by your side as me.
Speaking of Bambi, how is she now? Has she gotten larger? I’m sure you’re getting bigger as well. I wonder how you look like now. I can’t wait to meet you again. I really miss your over possessive hugs.
Your hyung
December 23rd 2007
Dear my beloved little brother,
Hey, it must be Christmas by the time this letter reach you, so Merry Christmas and an early Happy New Year! I’ve said I’m sorry, Jae, please forgive me. This is Christmas; could you soften up a bit and forgive me? Please? Or I’ll start crying like you used to until you forgive me * pouts *
I will be waiting for your answer! And sorry I didn’t give you anything T__T
Love, your loving hyung
P.S. I also packed some cookies Ji Hye and mother baked, you should try them, they are delicious!
Happy Birthday Joongie ~ Happy Birthday Joongie ~ Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday Joongie ~ !!
Happy Birthday, my Jaejoongie! It’s your birthday today! I hope you’re having a wonderful day!
Loves, Yunho
March 2nd 2008
My Boo Jaejoongie,
Why aren’t you replying to my letters? Or are the letters being sent to the wrong address? Please tell me if they are, and I’ll stop sending them.
Although there might be a chance that this letter is sent into a wrong address, I’m still writing what I want to tell you. If this letter is sent into the right address and you do read this letter, please reply? I can’t stand the thought that you might be hurt or something. Just call me, or write me a letter saying you’re still alive and fine, then I’ll be okay. Please Jae, just this once.
And I’m also sorry, neither Aunt Young Mi nor Uncle Minwoo ever contacts me. I don’t think it’s because they don’t know our address, but some suspicions are getting to me. Did they set all of this up? I hope they give us some news soon; I want to go back to our house. I’m not saying I don’t like it here, but I miss our home, I miss Bambi, I miss the things we did together, I miss your spoiled acts, I miss you.
I hope you’ll contact me soon, Jaejoongie, I’m dying here…
Your hyung
August 8th 2008
Dear Jaejoong,
I think my patience has its limits. This really isn’t funny anymore, Jae. Please send me something, anything, signaling that you’re still breathing. I’m so afraid and all these ugly nightmares are starting to get to me. I’m scared, Jae, I’m so worried about you. Please say that you’re still there for me. I can’t bear the thought that you might be gone or anything. Please, Jae.
Here’s my number, if the number you got is mistaken as well-
861265286
Call me, okay? As soon as you can?
Yunho
August 29th 2008
Dear my Boo Jaejoongie,
Are you okay? You didn’t say much on your last call, but I’m so glad that you finally contacted me. At least you’re fine. You don’t know how relieved I am, even mother said that I was sleeping with a smile on my face! ^^
I hope your adopters do treat you nicely, or else I swear I’ll do something about that. Did I mention that I’m getting better in hapkido? My skills now are enough to make an adult suffer! But I still have a long way to go, and when I do finish all of the levels, I’ll be stronger, strong enough to protect you so we won’t need to hide anymore. Until that day, please wait, okay, Jae?
Although I really want to know how you are doing there, but if you won’t tell me then it’s okay. I trust you completely when you said you’re fine. And I’ll write more about me soon, I just can’t think because I’m so happy that you called. Gosh, it’s like it has been ages since I last heard your voice! I can’t wait to hear it again, and of course hug you until you can’t breathe at all ^^
Love, your Yunho hyung
September 2nd 2008
Dear Jae,
How are you doing? I hope that sweet smile is still on your lips ^^
Today it’s been a year since we left our house. Time does fly quickly, huh? I still don’t want to believe that they’ve neglected us just like that. I hope they are okay by now, Aunt Young Mi, Uncle Minwoo, Aunt Hyo Hee- I miss them all, but mostly I miss you. Fuh, it’s been a year since I last saw you, how do you look like now? Have you changed your hairstyle? Are you growing taller than before? Gosh, I really want to meet you! Could you send me a picture? I’m getting curious! Hehehe.
Well, mother and father are putting me in a local school, so I’ll be busy in the upcoming days, meaning I can’t write to you as often as I could, but I promise I’ll keep writing to you. Sigh, I seem to make so many promises yet I break it, I hope you would never stop believing me, I promise haha that doesn’t sound right anymore. Just believe that I will keep writing to you, okay, boo?
Until then, take care of yourself!
Your hyung
December 19th 2008
Hey BooJae,
Thank you for calling yesterday, you really surprised me! And you think my voice is changing? Is it me or did you just forget how I sounded like back then? Haha, we’re growing without each other now, it’s really weird, huh? I still remember back then, when we promised that we will always be by each other’s side, but now the promise seems so hard to keep.
Speaking about the call, are you not feeling well? Your voice sounded a bit weird. Haven’t I told you to take care of your health? Don’t forget to eat your vegetables and fruits, or I’ll come in and scold you! Hehehe, I’m serious, boo ^^ Somehow I can imagine how you would pout as hard as you could, trying to make me feel guilty so I won’t push you to eat them.
Anyway, school life’s getting to me, I’m so busy catching up for the year I missed, and I hope I can maintain my time better. Although my grades aren’t that bad, but mother and father said that I should study more so I could be the top of the class or the top of the school if I can and make them more proud, so I’m just going to follow what they want, after all, they are very kind towards me and this is the least I could do to repay them.
I wonder… Are you going to a school too? If you aren’t, then I suggest you should, or you’d work harder like me, trying to catch up from what I’ve left behind. But knowing how spoiled you are, I’m sure you won’t even try to, hahaha. I hope you could actually think about your future and go to school.
Okay then, I think it’s enough for now, I have to go with father to buy some stuffs, I’ll talk to you again soon! Once again, take care of your health!
Yunho
P.S. In case I won’t be able to write to you next month, early happy birthday boo! ^^
May 10th 2009
Dear Jaejoongie,
I’m so sorry for not sending you any mail, you have to know that I never forget you, not even a single day, but things have just being too packed for me, I hope you’d understand, boo.
I just
“What are you reading there?”
I shake my head. Trembles are starting to wave through my body. No, please no, please, oh please…
“I’m going to ask again, what are you reading there?”
“N-nothing, it’s just-“ think, Jae, think!
I feel something sting my left cheek as the sound of a slap flows into my ear. The spot burned.
“Give me that.”
I scrunch up the letter as hard as I can. He could do anything to me, but no, not hyung’s letter, not Yunho-hyung’s writing!
“I SAID GIVE IT TO ME, YOU BRAT!”
I hate my weak hands, why can’t they protect even a mere piece of paper? I just watch with blurred vision as he takes the remainder of the now torn letter out of my hands. There are buzzing sounds filling my ears and my cheekbone feels so hurt. I use my shaking hand to wipe it and touch something near my mouth.
I lower my hand and try to concentrate my eyes-
Red, iron-scented liquid…
Another wound to decorate what they called pretty cheeks. Pretty cheeks that hyung always liked to poke.
“Hey, who sent this to you?”
“…”
“I’m asking you, who sent this thing?”
“…”
---SLAP!
Don’t cry… don’t cry…
“DIDN’T YOU HEAR WHAT I SAID!?”
Don’t cry… don’t cry…
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up…
“Just like you are here with me…”
When I finally open my eyes again, he’s already tugging my collar and pulling me up. I keep coughing all over him but he doesn’t seem to care. He uses his hand to grab my chin and force me to look at him. I cringe, it hurts. It hurts so much.
“Now tell me, where did you get this?”
Yunho-hyung…
originally posted here.
pg-13 | au, angst, fluff | 4/??
aitakutemo beta-ed by the_ladder
"all the dreams and hopes made of your eyes..." -jung yunho, a 12-year-old boy who's only living with his 8-year-old little brother, jung jaejoong. after their parents died, they lived in the big mansion with all the riches they inherited, and learning to accept the truth and face their upcoming life on their own. they managed to survive of course, having each other by their side. but the problem doesn’t stop there. first, they had to face the fact that they would get kicked out their house and get adopted. and if that's not enough, one of them finally realizes there's something more than just brotherly love between them.
warning: incest
Chapter Four
September 4th 2007
Hello Boo,
How are you doing there? Do they treat you nicely? I’m sorry I haven’t been able to call you, I think I got your number wrong. Anyway, how does it feel there? Having fun? I bet you are! I, myself, am having a lot of fun here. Mr and Mrs Kim are very kind to me; they treat me like I’m their own son. They also have a little girl, her name is Ji Hye, she’s a few months younger than you, and such a little whiny! Every time I see her, I can’t help remembering you. I miss you, Jaejoongie, I really do.
Do you miss me too? I hope so. If you miss me, then don’t forget there’s Bambi there to take care of you. Just hug her when you miss me. I’m sure you’ll feel better! And how’s your parents? Do you get along with them? Or did you bore them with your acts? Hahaha, don’t forget to be nice, Jaejoongie, you can be as spoiled as you want with me, but try not to be like that with other people, okay?
Well then, I think that’s enough from me, don’t forget to take care of your health, alright? I’m sure we’ll meet each other soon! ^^
Your hyung
September 17th 2007
Dear Boo,
Why aren’t you replying to my letter? Gosh, have you forgotten about me? Well, you won’t get rid of me that easily. I will keep writing to you until you reply. I want to hear about everything from you! ^^
Anyway, how’s life going? I hope you’re not having a hard time. I’m not saying I’m having a bad time, but I can’t say it’s good either. Things are pretty slow here, and without you, it’s just getting worse. I really miss those times when you would play games with me all day long until we both got tired and just fell asleep on the carpet. Little Ji Hye is a girl, and all she wants to do is play those silly house games, which disgusts me so much. I wish I got a little brother instead, so we could play something like bikes or soccer, but then again it must feel different, since he’s not my BooJae.
I’m also beginning to miss Aunt Hyo Hee’s cooking. Ahh, I really want to taste her delicious vanilla pudding again, but I doubt you miss her cooking that much, since she always prepared extra vegetables for you. Sorry, Jaejoongie, but umma always told me to make sure you eat your healthy food since you like to eat sweets so much. Speaking of sweets, I hope you’re not having too much, and even if you have them, don’t forget to brush your teeth!
Okay then, reply soon, okay? I’m starting to miss your whines.
Yunho
October 1st 2007
Dear Jaejoongie,
Are you mad at me? If that’s so, then I’m sorry. I am really really really really really really really really REALLY sorry! Would you forgive me? Please? I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings, I tried to call you before, but the number didn’t work. I also tried to change the last numbers and more, but it still didn’t work. I’m so sorry, please forgive me? I promise I’ll hug you as long as you want me to when we meet again soon.
I’m still waiting for you. Please reply soon?
Your loving hyung
October 24th 2007
Jaejoongie,
Are you still that mad at me? I’m sorry if I had done anything wrong. I really want to meet you too, I really do, but Mother and Father -I call them that now- said that they don’t know the place. I tried to ask them if I could just go by myself, but they were afraid that something ugly might happen to me. So I’m thinking of taking that hapkido class near our place. I promise I’ll get stronger so they wouldn’t have any reason to hold me back! And I’ll also protect you from whoever wants to hurt you.
But for now, don’t be mad or sad, okay, Jaejoongie? Just hug Bambi whenever you miss me. I’m sure she won’t mind. Maybe she can’t sing you your lullaby, but at least she can be there by your side as me.
Speaking of Bambi, how is she now? Has she gotten larger? I’m sure you’re getting bigger as well. I wonder how you look like now. I can’t wait to meet you again. I really miss your over possessive hugs.
Your hyung
December 23rd 2007
Dear my beloved little brother,
Hey, it must be Christmas by the time this letter reach you, so Merry Christmas and an early Happy New Year! I’ve said I’m sorry, Jae, please forgive me. This is Christmas; could you soften up a bit and forgive me? Please? Or I’ll start crying like you used to until you forgive me * pouts *
I will be waiting for your answer! And sorry I didn’t give you anything T__T
Love, your loving hyung
P.S. I also packed some cookies Ji Hye and mother baked, you should try them, they are delicious!
Happy Birthday Joongie ~ Happy Birthday Joongie ~ Happy Birthday Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday Joongie ~ !!
Happy Birthday, my Jaejoongie! It’s your birthday today! I hope you’re having a wonderful day!
Loves, Yunho
March 2nd 2008
My Boo Jaejoongie,
Why aren’t you replying to my letters? Or are the letters being sent to the wrong address? Please tell me if they are, and I’ll stop sending them.
Although there might be a chance that this letter is sent into a wrong address, I’m still writing what I want to tell you. If this letter is sent into the right address and you do read this letter, please reply? I can’t stand the thought that you might be hurt or something. Just call me, or write me a letter saying you’re still alive and fine, then I’ll be okay. Please Jae, just this once.
And I’m also sorry, neither Aunt Young Mi nor Uncle Minwoo ever contacts me. I don’t think it’s because they don’t know our address, but some suspicions are getting to me. Did they set all of this up? I hope they give us some news soon; I want to go back to our house. I’m not saying I don’t like it here, but I miss our home, I miss Bambi, I miss the things we did together, I miss your spoiled acts, I miss you.
I hope you’ll contact me soon, Jaejoongie, I’m dying here…
Your hyung
August 8th 2008
Dear Jaejoong,
I think my patience has its limits. This really isn’t funny anymore, Jae. Please send me something, anything, signaling that you’re still breathing. I’m so afraid and all these ugly nightmares are starting to get to me. I’m scared, Jae, I’m so worried about you. Please say that you’re still there for me. I can’t bear the thought that you might be gone or anything. Please, Jae.
Here’s my number, if the number you got is mistaken as well-
861265286
Call me, okay? As soon as you can?
Yunho
August 29th 2008
Dear my Boo Jaejoongie,
Are you okay? You didn’t say much on your last call, but I’m so glad that you finally contacted me. At least you’re fine. You don’t know how relieved I am, even mother said that I was sleeping with a smile on my face! ^^
I hope your adopters do treat you nicely, or else I swear I’ll do something about that. Did I mention that I’m getting better in hapkido? My skills now are enough to make an adult suffer! But I still have a long way to go, and when I do finish all of the levels, I’ll be stronger, strong enough to protect you so we won’t need to hide anymore. Until that day, please wait, okay, Jae?
Although I really want to know how you are doing there, but if you won’t tell me then it’s okay. I trust you completely when you said you’re fine. And I’ll write more about me soon, I just can’t think because I’m so happy that you called. Gosh, it’s like it has been ages since I last heard your voice! I can’t wait to hear it again, and of course hug you until you can’t breathe at all ^^
Love, your Yunho hyung
September 2nd 2008
Dear Jae,
How are you doing? I hope that sweet smile is still on your lips ^^
Today it’s been a year since we left our house. Time does fly quickly, huh? I still don’t want to believe that they’ve neglected us just like that. I hope they are okay by now, Aunt Young Mi, Uncle Minwoo, Aunt Hyo Hee- I miss them all, but mostly I miss you. Fuh, it’s been a year since I last saw you, how do you look like now? Have you changed your hairstyle? Are you growing taller than before? Gosh, I really want to meet you! Could you send me a picture? I’m getting curious! Hehehe.
Well, mother and father are putting me in a local school, so I’ll be busy in the upcoming days, meaning I can’t write to you as often as I could, but I promise I’ll keep writing to you. Sigh, I seem to make so many promises yet I break it, I hope you would never stop believing me, I promise haha that doesn’t sound right anymore. Just believe that I will keep writing to you, okay, boo?
Until then, take care of yourself!
Your hyung
December 19th 2008
Hey BooJae,
Thank you for calling yesterday, you really surprised me! And you think my voice is changing? Is it me or did you just forget how I sounded like back then? Haha, we’re growing without each other now, it’s really weird, huh? I still remember back then, when we promised that we will always be by each other’s side, but now the promise seems so hard to keep.
Speaking about the call, are you not feeling well? Your voice sounded a bit weird. Haven’t I told you to take care of your health? Don’t forget to eat your vegetables and fruits, or I’ll come in and scold you! Hehehe, I’m serious, boo ^^ Somehow I can imagine how you would pout as hard as you could, trying to make me feel guilty so I won’t push you to eat them.
Anyway, school life’s getting to me, I’m so busy catching up for the year I missed, and I hope I can maintain my time better. Although my grades aren’t that bad, but mother and father said that I should study more so I could be the top of the class or the top of the school if I can and make them more proud, so I’m just going to follow what they want, after all, they are very kind towards me and this is the least I could do to repay them.
I wonder… Are you going to a school too? If you aren’t, then I suggest you should, or you’d work harder like me, trying to catch up from what I’ve left behind. But knowing how spoiled you are, I’m sure you won’t even try to, hahaha. I hope you could actually think about your future and go to school.
Okay then, I think it’s enough for now, I have to go with father to buy some stuffs, I’ll talk to you again soon! Once again, take care of your health!
Yunho
P.S. In case I won’t be able to write to you next month, early happy birthday boo! ^^
May 10th 2009
Dear Jaejoongie,
I’m so sorry for not sending you any mail, you have to know that I never forget you, not even a single day, but things have just being too packed for me, I hope you’d understand, boo.
I just
“What are you reading there?”
I shake my head. Trembles are starting to wave through my body. No, please no, please, oh please…
“I’m going to ask again, what are you reading there?”
“N-nothing, it’s just-“ think, Jae, think!
I feel something sting my left cheek as the sound of a slap flows into my ear. The spot burned.
“Give me that.”
I scrunch up the letter as hard as I can. He could do anything to me, but no, not hyung’s letter, not Yunho-hyung’s writing!
“I SAID GIVE IT TO ME, YOU BRAT!”
I hate my weak hands, why can’t they protect even a mere piece of paper? I just watch with blurred vision as he takes the remainder of the now torn letter out of my hands. There are buzzing sounds filling my ears and my cheekbone feels so hurt. I use my shaking hand to wipe it and touch something near my mouth.
I lower my hand and try to concentrate my eyes-
Red, iron-scented liquid…
Another wound to decorate what they called pretty cheeks. Pretty cheeks that hyung always liked to poke.
“Hey, who sent this to you?”
“…”
“I’m asking you, who sent this thing?”
“…”
---SLAP!
Don’t cry… don’t cry…
“DIDN’T YOU HEAR WHAT I SAID!?”
Don’t cry… don’t cry…
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up…
“Just like you are here with me…”
When I finally open my eyes again, he’s already tugging my collar and pulling me up. I keep coughing all over him but he doesn’t seem to care. He uses his hand to grab my chin and force me to look at him. I cringe, it hurts. It hurts so much.
“Now tell me, where did you get this?”
Yunho-hyung…
originally posted here.