Nov 13, 2005 14:31
howdy guys =D
welps...this semster is nearing the end. isn't that crazy? just a few more weeks, a few more tests..and the first semester of my college experience is almost completed. well this semester hasn't been ideal for various reasons, but it's been a good one nonetheless.
my head's been spinning, my heart's been racing. where do things go from here?
I've been getting closer to God, which is a blessing. I had been hoping college would aide in my relationship with Him. all this time alone and so far from home, who else can I depend on? He is my best friend. But today at church I realized yet again that I'm so far from where I want to be...so far from who I want to be. so far from me.
So I'm not feeling very well; it started Thursday. I don't believe I'm truly sick, but my head hurts, my eyes ache, and I have no energy. I've also lost my voice =\ oyy.
So Friday night was the VSA Date Auction in which my roomie was an auctionee. How cute. Ysabelle, Jaymie, and I had gone to the mall before to look for something to wear and I'm pretty sure I spent $60. That's what you get for buying things full price. -Sigh-. No more. It's okay, we looked good =)
And due to the stress of our mall hastedness [we were in a rush..we had like 20 minutes to get ready!], we had to dash to the auction, which was unnecessary because they started 1 hr late. >l I admit, I got a little bit irked. Oh well..so us three girls went to the afterparty early because we didn't want to pay cover. Oh yeah...then people showed up about a hour and a half later. We were just chilling [in the bathroom a lot]...while this black guy kept...idk what he was doing. ihhh.
However, it was fun! It was extremely hot [literally]. But Jamie dancing on me = ow ow. Anyway, Jaymie, Ysabelle, and I ended up at home around 4ish due to confusion. It was a long day.
It was fun, but I think I'm good with parties for a while. I'm just not that kind of person. New Year's Eve sounds like a good time to party. You'll see me out then.
I slept all day Saturday due to tiredness and sickness. A visit from Jennifer Wong, Kyle, and Andrew [and Kenneth, Ysabelle, and Jamie] and later Brandon and Ziyad. I went to sleep right after that.
Today was good ole' church. Jamie and I went to EV Free for the first time, met some new people...and ate lunch with them! Weird. I can't decide whether I'm shy or not. hmm. Oh, and meeting people with a hoarse voice probably isn't the best first impression. Oh well.
This week will be a good week. I hope you guys have a wonderful November.
HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my <3 to you
----Edit----
This is only because I like surveys:
ten firsts:
first boyfriend/girlfriend: let's not mention that =)
first bestfriend? I don't remember the FIRST, but I do remember Desmond, Nashanna, and Lady =D haha.
first screen name: slvrsnith
first kiss: of two? haha James.
first piercings: Ears as a baby
first crush: mm Joseph in fourth grade. it was a "crush"
first music: country and vietnamese music. most def.
first stuffed animal: uhh probably a bear?
first school: Aldridge? some school in Plano? I changed elementary schools 4 times so Idk.
nine lasts:
last ciggerette: 1 past never o clock
last movie seen: Um in the theatres? It's been a while. i WILL see HP : GOF Thursday.
last phone call: Ziyad just called me.
last cd played: Maroon 5
last bubble bath: Summer?
last time you cried: Approximately 5 weeks ago
last date: um. probably July.
last time you ate something: 10 minutes ago when I ate fruit snacks =)
eight have you evers:
have you ever dated one of your best friends: no one that was currently my best friend when I started dating him. I also don't date much so..
have you ever skinny dipped: umm 17 years ago
have you ever been on tv: There was a Japanimation with a girl named Ai. does that count?
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yeah.
have you ever fallen in love: hmm.
have you ever lost someone you loved: of course.
have you ever been depressed: i think so.
have you ever woken up and not known where you were: yeah, but I'm really disoriented and oblivious anytime.
seven places you've been:
1. Vietnam
2. Thailand
3. NYC
4. San Francisco
5. Montana/Wyoming
6. Virginia
7. South Padre
six things you've done today:
1. went to church
2. had BBQ [yum]
3. desperately craved a cookie
4. craving Madam Mam's Thai Noodle House
5. talked to daddy =)
6. laughed at a cheesy joke
five favorite things in no order:
1. church
2. Wingstop/cookies/fruit snacks/Chick-fil-a/that one dish from Madam Mam's
3. home cooked food
4. feeling loved.
5. hugs
4 people you can tell [almost] anything to:
1. Mommy and Daddy
2. Big Bro
3. Ziyad
4. Ashique/Ryan
three wishes:
1. I don't have wishes.
2.
3.
two things you want to do before you die:
1. to be a faithful, humble servant
2. make my parents proud, see my brothers succeed
1 thing you regret:
1. Not much. Life is as is.