Classes and hugs
Well I finally finished a class. The kids were kinda rowdy. It sucked. I got mad and wanted to yell but I didnt. I still feel like screaming tho.
I swear i need that right kind of hug.
you know the one, The makes you ...
think the world a better place,
think the world isnt so full of hate,
think "wow this is better than coffee in the morning"
feel like maybe, just maybe, you'll let the day go by without killing anyone
feel like maybe you can deal with people, in all their stupidity
smile without knowing thats what your doing
feel content, like that burning black hole in your chest just decided to take the day off
maye you could say here, like this forever, and who cares about the world. not that that thought really ever crossed my mind before, i hated it all to begin with. although that hug lets you feel like their isnt stupidity, hatred, frustration, death, depression, no caffine, lack of fun and entertainment, oppression, Yelling and screaming, Ect. you actually feel like you can do anything and the world just got a hell of a lot more optimistic, how? your not quite sure... its just that hug... from that person... the hug that says "its all ok. everything. just... let it go. let it roll right off your shoulder. the worst is over. its ok"
i really want one of those. i really miss it.