Dec 07, 2004 08:20
Not sure whats going on with me lately. It's lie walking through a clouded portal of nothing wondering without wondering where I'm going. Pushing through nothing that keeps pushing back with a hard force till I get dizzy and just want to fall down yet I refuse to. Pushing against nothing visible to the eye or to the mind but not. I just dont know
I miss Tyler. I dont think he's coming to school today. I dont blame him. I didnt want to get up out of bed either. I just wanted to sleep for an eternity. My father had to scream at me to make me get up. Stupid bastard. Anyway....I just really miss Ty. Hung out with him last night but I still miss him. So much trust in one person in so little time. It's scary. But....-sigh- <3
Everyone wants me to go to holly hop. I dont know why. I dont really want to go this year....eh. W/e
<3 Tyler
~Kirsten