Sep 26, 2007 17:01
So my date this morning went well, despite my being 20 minutes late... He forgave me though, so it's all good. We had a delicious breakfast at Mimi's Cafe at the Town Center. I love that place; I've eaten there before, and I loved it both times. Anyways, Andrew and I connect better in person than we do over anything else. He makes me laugh, which is always a plus. He gives great hugs too. Just hugs though. We haven't gone any further than that, and that makes me pretty happy.
I've experienced some growth in my heart of hearts this month. I think it was time for it to happen. I ran into the perfect catalyst for it, and I think that being my catalyst was the only reason it appeared in my life... Now that I'm well on my road to realizing that the most important person in my life is me... I don't need it anymore. Am I leaving something out? Yes, I know I am... but here isn't the place to discuss.
I've got a lot on my plate tonight, and no motivation to tackle any of it. Frankly, I just want to sit on my floor and draw. Ever since Monday, I've just had this passion for it. I can't listen to music without images of me on my floor drawing floating through my head. I'm enjoying it a lot.
I'm hoping someone special will come join me for dinner tonight. No one is home, and I am lonely... If you know me, you know that I prefer company to solitude most of the time. Yes, I like my me time, but most of the time I enjoy the presence of friends.
Time to draw, I guess...
Oh...
P.S.
My car didn't explode on my way to school today. Yay me!
no explosions,
solitude,
drawing,
company,
dating,
homework,
andrew,
mimi's,
change