what a weekend.
how the hell can i leave in the middle of the night if my grandma is in my room, where there's no way to get to the basement door? i need my fucking room back. i love my grandma, but she seriously needs to move out. the front door wakes people up.
this weekend was...good and bad. i spent a portion of it with malinda, which was absolutely awesome, and i got to be with josh a lot, but the hXc show sucked. nancyboy was there, and i just realized that i'm not ready to face all this. the only way for me to get over it is to never see him again, and that's kinda hard to do in this town. he never talked to me or really even made eye contact with me, but just knowing that he's happy. that everything worked out for him just perfect...him showing up with his girlfriend and his brand new car and people flocking to greet him. this hasn't touched him.
i'm not so sure i believe in karma anymore. he has everything in the world, and this still plagues me every day of my life. and my parents don't understand. at all. or they don't want to.
but other than me letting nancyboy ruin my life, josh is no longer emo.
he's screamo. and fucking awesome at it.
malinda met a 14 year old kid. she wants to do him. she's such a pedophile.
and hey! i got a cell phone today! post a request and i'll give you my number!
work = blah.
1. How tall are you?: ugh, short. 5'0
2. Do you own a gun?: not personally. my dad keeps a sawed off double barrel pump action shotgun in his sock drawer though.
3. Rehab? Counseling?: no
4. Have you ever killed an animal?: drain demos are not animals, so no.
5. Are you Irish?: prob'ly. i'm a bunch of shiz.
6. What do you think of hot dogs?: actually, i try not to.
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?: why did there have to be a question about christmas songs? my bos already has christmas music playing in the store. but if i must answer, the frank sinatra version of jingle bells/
8. What is your favorite smell?: josh
9. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: coffee or juice
10. Do you do push ups?: in gym i did.
11. Have you ever done ecstasy?: no
12. Have you been shot?: in lazer tag
13. Have you ever been hospitalized?: no
14. Do you like pain killers?: yes.
15. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? punch them in the face. that seems to work.
16. Do you own a knife?: a butter knife
17. Do you have A.D.D?: i think so, but my parents refuse to believe it
18. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings?: not particularly
19. Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink: diet soda, orange juice, coffee, water and milk
20. What's In Your CD Player?: tony bennett
21. Who is your best friend? friends. josh and bur
22. What's Under Your Bed? the floor. all i have is a box spring and a mattress
23. Current Hair?: too long. needs to be cut. black. straight.
24. What are you wearing?: josh's clothes
25. Favorite Place To Be? sonic, in bed, or the drive in
26. Least Favorite Place?: the beaumont ymca listening to shitty hXc bands
27. If You Could Play an Instrument?: what the hell kinda question is that?
28. Favorite Color? red
30. Where Do you want to live?: somewhere far away from kentucky
31. Favorite food?: i like raviolli with pesto. and grilled cheese sandwhiches from sonic
32. Color of most clothes you own?: there's not one particular color.
33. Number of pillows you sleep with?: 8 or 9
34. What do you wear when you go to sleep?: whatever time it is when i fall asleep
35. what were you doing 12AM last night?: watching big fish with leah and bur and austin, and shortly followed by going to nates house
36. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?: have a job i hate and be married to some guy i can't stand
37. Are you paranoid?: i don't really think so
38. First piercing/tattoo: ears pierced when i was 5, second holes when i was 9 and tattoo when i was 18.
43. Last person you yelled at?: myself
44. Latest kiss?: my cat poquito
45. Last thing you ate?: some pizza
46. If you could be a pirate, would you?: sure. i could get used to killing people and taking thier belongings for a living. i don't much like rum though.
47. Do you have an iPod?: not personally.
48. When and why did you last vomit?: ugh, that gross sandwich from subway last week
49. What's in your pockets right now?: don't got any pockets, but there's this really akward gaping hole in the crotchular area of these shorts
50. what color are your bedroom walls?: wood.
51. last thing that made you laugh?: my last answer. i don't know why.
52. any pets now?: yes, lots. and they drive my dad crazy.
53. inny or an outty?: ew, who actually has an outty that isn't a basketball player?
54. do you have any piercings?: my ears
55. If you were a crayon what color would you be: i'd like to be dark red
56. Have u ever won any awards?: in second grade i won a spelling award, which they spelled my name wrong on. and i won 3rd place in a speech competition in 8th grade.
57. Do you have a TV in your room?: no. a washer and dryer instead.
59. Who do you tell your dreams to?: my stuffed animals.
60. If you could pick one person to make out with who would it be?: jacob
61. What do you think of the person who posted this before you?: she's fucking cool as hell and i want to make deep meaningful love to her.
64. Whats your middle Name?: amethyst. yes, like the birthstone. no, it's not my actual birthstone.
i noticed that a bunch of numbers are missing. what's up with that?
this weekend was...good and bad. i spent a portion of it with malinda, which was absolutely awesome, and i got to be with josh a lot, but the hXc show sucked. nancyboy was there, and i just realized that i'm not ready to face all this. the only way for me to get over it is to never see him again, and that's kinda hard to do in this town. he never talked to me or really even made eye contact with me, but just knowing that he's happy. that everything worked out for him just perfect...him showing up with his girlfriend and his brand new car and people flocking to greet him. this hasn't touched him.
i'm not so sure i believe in karma anymore. he has everything in the world, and this still plagues me every day of my life. and my parents don't understand. at all. or they don't want to.
but other than me letting nancyboy ruin my life, josh is no longer emo.
he's screamo. and fucking awesome at it.
malinda met a 14 year old kid. she wants to do him. she's such a pedophile.
and hey! i got a cell phone today! post a request and i'll give you my number!
work = blah.
1. How tall are you?: ugh, short. 5'0
2. Do you own a gun?: not personally. my dad keeps a sawed off double barrel pump action shotgun in his sock drawer though.
3. Rehab? Counseling?: no
4. Have you ever killed an animal?: drain demos are not animals, so no.
5. Are you Irish?: prob'ly. i'm a bunch of shiz.
6. What do you think of hot dogs?: actually, i try not to.
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?: why did there have to be a question about christmas songs? my bos already has christmas music playing in the store. but if i must answer, the frank sinatra version of jingle bells/
8. What is your favorite smell?: josh
9. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: coffee or juice
10. Do you do push ups?: in gym i did.
11. Have you ever done ecstasy?: no
12. Have you been shot?: in lazer tag
13. Have you ever been hospitalized?: no
14. Do you like pain killers?: yes.
15. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? punch them in the face. that seems to work.
16. Do you own a knife?: a butter knife
17. Do you have A.D.D?: i think so, but my parents refuse to believe it
18. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings?: not particularly
19. Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink: diet soda, orange juice, coffee, water and milk
20. What's In Your CD Player?: tony bennett
21. Who is your best friend? friends. josh and bur
22. What's Under Your Bed? the floor. all i have is a box spring and a mattress
23. Current Hair?: too long. needs to be cut. black. straight.
24. What are you wearing?: josh's clothes
25. Favorite Place To Be? sonic, in bed, or the drive in
26. Least Favorite Place?: the beaumont ymca listening to shitty hXc bands
27. If You Could Play an Instrument?: what the hell kinda question is that?
28. Favorite Color? red
30. Where Do you want to live?: somewhere far away from kentucky
31. Favorite food?: i like raviolli with pesto. and grilled cheese sandwhiches from sonic
32. Color of most clothes you own?: there's not one particular color.
33. Number of pillows you sleep with?: 8 or 9
34. What do you wear when you go to sleep?: whatever time it is when i fall asleep
35. what were you doing 12AM last night?: watching big fish with leah and bur and austin, and shortly followed by going to nates house
36. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?: have a job i hate and be married to some guy i can't stand
37. Are you paranoid?: i don't really think so
38. First piercing/tattoo: ears pierced when i was 5, second holes when i was 9 and tattoo when i was 18.
43. Last person you yelled at?: myself
44. Latest kiss?: my cat poquito
45. Last thing you ate?: some pizza
46. If you could be a pirate, would you?: sure. i could get used to killing people and taking thier belongings for a living. i don't much like rum though.
47. Do you have an iPod?: not personally.
48. When and why did you last vomit?: ugh, that gross sandwich from subway last week
49. What's in your pockets right now?: don't got any pockets, but there's this really akward gaping hole in the crotchular area of these shorts
50. what color are your bedroom walls?: wood.
51. last thing that made you laugh?: my last answer. i don't know why.
52. any pets now?: yes, lots. and they drive my dad crazy.
53. inny or an outty?: ew, who actually has an outty that isn't a basketball player?
54. do you have any piercings?: my ears
55. If you were a crayon what color would you be: i'd like to be dark red
56. Have u ever won any awards?: in second grade i won a spelling award, which they spelled my name wrong on. and i won 3rd place in a speech competition in 8th grade.
57. Do you have a TV in your room?: no. a washer and dryer instead.
59. Who do you tell your dreams to?: my stuffed animals.
60. If you could pick one person to make out with who would it be?: jacob
61. What do you think of the person who posted this before you?: she's fucking cool as hell and i want to make deep meaningful love to her.
64. Whats your middle Name?: amethyst. yes, like the birthstone. no, it's not my actual birthstone.
i noticed that a bunch of numbers are missing. what's up with that?