not too much
bought amy s's bridal shower gift today. i feel super bad that i'm so poor and couldnt afford much. i'll hopefully have more money for the wedding. i cant believe another one of my friends are getting married. sometimes i forget how long we've been outta high school. time has flown by.
mmmm what else? family is good. i miss them a lot and we're not fighting which is great. really liking that. jay and i are goin to his cousins for the weekend. they live in alderwood. its like horner and evans. i'm hopin to see or at leave talk to sammy while i'm down there and i wanna call jaclyn if i can find something with her number on it. i know her house number still. i think i will forever. but i never remmebered her cell number coz it was on speed dial. but i lost my cell like a month ago so i have like no numbers and i've always felt weird calling her house unless i knew for sure she'd answer.
my dad said that he saw her when she was working not that long ago and she asked for my house number. i hope its true and he wasnt just trying to make me feel better. i hate this lack of communication. i miss u jaclyn. i hate the whole birthday mess up and wish we could fix it. please email me or something. i have a cell again and its the same number but ppl cant understand me when i talk so i'm waiting to mail it back and get a new one. but for now i can get texts. just send me something please. even if its to yell at me.
so yeah.. this wasnt meant as a pleading to jaclyn.. just turned out that way. so yeah.... jay and i are doing great. he's still laid off and its hard but we're getting through it together. eventually we will live together again adn i really believe it will work out. i'm slowly moving in a little at a time. i think that's what we need. we jumped into all of it before. this time we're takin our time and making it work. i love him too much to lose him again.
well i could go on about jay and i but i'm exhausted. it's hard working at 5:30am. ppl are sooooooo cranky that early and it makes me cranky so i gotta make sure i sleep good tonight.
mmmm what else? family is good. i miss them a lot and we're not fighting which is great. really liking that. jay and i are goin to his cousins for the weekend. they live in alderwood. its like horner and evans. i'm hopin to see or at leave talk to sammy while i'm down there and i wanna call jaclyn if i can find something with her number on it. i know her house number still. i think i will forever. but i never remmebered her cell number coz it was on speed dial. but i lost my cell like a month ago so i have like no numbers and i've always felt weird calling her house unless i knew for sure she'd answer.
my dad said that he saw her when she was working not that long ago and she asked for my house number. i hope its true and he wasnt just trying to make me feel better. i hate this lack of communication. i miss u jaclyn. i hate the whole birthday mess up and wish we could fix it. please email me or something. i have a cell again and its the same number but ppl cant understand me when i talk so i'm waiting to mail it back and get a new one. but for now i can get texts. just send me something please. even if its to yell at me.
so yeah.. this wasnt meant as a pleading to jaclyn.. just turned out that way. so yeah.... jay and i are doing great. he's still laid off and its hard but we're getting through it together. eventually we will live together again adn i really believe it will work out. i'm slowly moving in a little at a time. i think that's what we need. we jumped into all of it before. this time we're takin our time and making it work. i love him too much to lose him again.
well i could go on about jay and i but i'm exhausted. it's hard working at 5:30am. ppl are sooooooo cranky that early and it makes me cranky so i gotta make sure i sleep good tonight.