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I'm back to being happy now.
I had never gotten sad during the winter like I did this year.
I love springtime.
I have one problem, though.
I like Nate again, and it's bugging the crap out of me, because I don't want to.
Sally told me to not spend as much time with him, but I can't do that when he's one of my best friends. She's probably right, though.
Except that when I would spend time with him, I would just like him again.
It's a vicious cycle.
I wish one of the many cute boys I see at the Y would go to my school.
And I wish I had a prom date.
I should just meet my Love, Eric.
That's funnier when I type it out, Jaydazzle.
I love my prom dress!
It's perriwinkle, and long, and pretty. I want it to be prom now. If I had a date, of course.
Lately I've been really ready for college.
I'm still scared to death, but I don't think that will go away until I get there and get used to it.
I'm really excited that Shawn is going to be at the same school and Sally is going to be in the same city
School is going well right now. I just feel really productive. And I'm having fun. And I love my friends. I'm having the senior year that I want to have.
I feel really good about myself, inside and out. Yesterday my dad said it looks like I'm getting skinnier. I don't believe him, but the fact that he said it was nice.
Today is a beautiful day. And I'm on my laptop in my backyard because of it.
Bye. :)
I had never gotten sad during the winter like I did this year.
I love springtime.
I have one problem, though.
I like Nate again, and it's bugging the crap out of me, because I don't want to.
Sally told me to not spend as much time with him, but I can't do that when he's one of my best friends. She's probably right, though.
Except that when I would spend time with him, I would just like him again.
It's a vicious cycle.
I wish one of the many cute boys I see at the Y would go to my school.
And I wish I had a prom date.
I should just meet my Love, Eric.
That's funnier when I type it out, Jaydazzle.
I love my prom dress!
It's perriwinkle, and long, and pretty. I want it to be prom now. If I had a date, of course.
Lately I've been really ready for college.
I'm still scared to death, but I don't think that will go away until I get there and get used to it.
I'm really excited that Shawn is going to be at the same school and Sally is going to be in the same city
School is going well right now. I just feel really productive. And I'm having fun. And I love my friends. I'm having the senior year that I want to have.
I feel really good about myself, inside and out. Yesterday my dad said it looks like I'm getting skinnier. I don't believe him, but the fact that he said it was nice.
Today is a beautiful day. And I'm on my laptop in my backyard because of it.
Bye. :)