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I haven't written in here in FOREVER.
Things are ok, sort of. Not really. I am still in love with my city, but it's getting hard. And I'm getting really homesick. I miss Tennessee more than I ever thought I would but I know that if I left New York I'd regret it later.
I also REALLY need to not be a waitress anymore. I just can't do it for the rest of my life-- I can't.
I'm looking at a stint in rehab if I keep going 90 miles an hour.
I can't keep this shit with Joey up.
I just really kind of want to go home.
Oh, and did I mention I have no money?
And I miss Third Watch.
I bet you all missed my bitching, huh?
Things are ok, sort of. Not really. I am still in love with my city, but it's getting hard. And I'm getting really homesick. I miss Tennessee more than I ever thought I would but I know that if I left New York I'd regret it later.
I also REALLY need to not be a waitress anymore. I just can't do it for the rest of my life-- I can't.
I'm looking at a stint in rehab if I keep going 90 miles an hour.
I can't keep this shit with Joey up.
I just really kind of want to go home.
Oh, and did I mention I have no money?
And I miss Third Watch.
I bet you all missed my bitching, huh?