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so much is has been going on lately.well in my head at least.
i've been sitting at the computer mixing non-stop seems like it's the only real thing that gives me some real distance and peace a rare occurrence indeed.
my dad is trying to convince me to stay in the states finish school and find a job.god knows i would love too i mean i plan on ending up here anyway BUT yeah i have commitments to attend to in ireland-that place makes me paranoid i feel like a total alien there.it's so different from poland and the states.the thing that pisses me off is that i still can't understand half the stuff the people say to me.
i just dunno it all depends on how things work out.
it seems like two different and important people are pulling me in opposite directions.
i am muchos confused at this point.cause i have conflicting wants.
i am also muchos tired so i am going to bed....afdljakfjalkj fuck this shit.i am going to the DMV tomorrow to get the drivers manual.
i've been sitting at the computer mixing non-stop seems like it's the only real thing that gives me some real distance and peace a rare occurrence indeed.
my dad is trying to convince me to stay in the states finish school and find a job.god knows i would love too i mean i plan on ending up here anyway BUT yeah i have commitments to attend to in ireland-that place makes me paranoid i feel like a total alien there.it's so different from poland and the states.the thing that pisses me off is that i still can't understand half the stuff the people say to me.
i just dunno it all depends on how things work out.
it seems like two different and important people are pulling me in opposite directions.
i am muchos confused at this point.cause i have conflicting wants.
i am also muchos tired so i am going to bed....afdljakfjalkj fuck this shit.i am going to the DMV tomorrow to get the drivers manual.