Jun 24, 2004 20:59
I rarely post anymore. I even said I was going to do a post about my weekend trip to Penticton 2 weekends ago but I never did. Ever since I got back I have been listless, depressed, lethargic and just blah. I'm not even having that much fun when I go play what I play and when I play I have no desire to play like I can and just coast out there and don't try that hard.. And tonight I got even worse. I was going to ask that lady if she wanted to do something this weekend and right when I was walking up to do that, another guy beat me to it and it turned out she was busy any ways. I suck!
Oh yeah and camping sucks. Well where I was suppose camp sucked. It can be a good thing as long as the circumstances are right.
No one has an idea how I feel. In fact one of the lifeguards asked me the other morning why I am always in such a good mood. Oh what a mask I can put on.
Sorry to subject you all to my mind set. I just thought I'd share why I rarely post anymore. I feel like doing pretty much nothing when I'm like this and if I did post on a regular basis it would be so down.