Something's wrong with me
I just can't shake this feeling I have currently. I appear to most everyone around me that I am happy and fine but I'm not. I pretty much losing my desire to do anything relating to what I like doing and want to do! When I play ultimate frisbee I don't have that drive to excel I use to have. Doesn't help that my body aches most the time since I do have that reckless streak in me that tries to hard and pushes me to hard.. I rarely rollerblade anymore either. I'm thinking pretty much right now I am a drone, but as Shania said, "No one needs to know right now"!
I shouldn't be allowed to do entries when I am in this mind set. I did get 4 hours of double time today which included lots of free food. I only ate 5 donuts though but there was a lot of other things to eat as well. That 4 hour thing means I'm over tired right now that contributes to my mood. I got up yesterday at 3 PM and I was up until 2 PM today so I was up 23 straight hours. Then I only got 3 hours sleep since I had to be somewhere at 6 PM!
*sigh* That is all!
I shouldn't be allowed to do entries when I am in this mind set. I did get 4 hours of double time today which included lots of free food. I only ate 5 donuts though but there was a lot of other things to eat as well. That 4 hour thing means I'm over tired right now that contributes to my mood. I got up yesterday at 3 PM and I was up until 2 PM today so I was up 23 straight hours. Then I only got 3 hours sleep since I had to be somewhere at 6 PM!
*sigh* That is all!