Recollections of a Labour Day
Was just lying on my bed, cant get to sleep, my mind was full of things ... many things ... all started from last year's labour's day
1st May 2004
It's a holiday! Think back of it, its one of the most memorable holiday I ever had, no I did not spend it in Rome or Iceland. It was a friends gathering at YT's house.
The day was beautiful, L & B were together, complemented by the banyan tree of YT, two tables of mahjong, delectable pasta prepared by YT's mum, YT's barky doggie, 1st time knowing Erwin, 1st time knowing Cindy and Del, and of coz ... 1st time knowing JN ("you are quite gentleman in helping in helping to pack the chairs")
How funny when Louis wanted to matchmake me to Linus, but instead things went a funny turn, a literal turn ... Ben sent me, Linus and Jim back home in his car ... I was kinda jealous of Linus, and the funny thing is Jim was kinda jealous of him too! Story from there continues.
Life really changed much from there, in fact, too much for me to handle .. human relationships became much more complex to handle. The ultra drama issue between P, P and S scared me a little, actually not little, but really shaken me. Not forgetting another scary episode of P,W, and S ... All the promises of liking someone and not falling for another one (no, I'm not asking you to wait, but its really too fast to fall for another person .. too scary and makes me wonder how valid words can be)
I have been an hermit since then, had been living in the past, questioning whats really happening, why i am struggling to live in other people's shadows ...
it is time .....
1st May 2004
It's a holiday! Think back of it, its one of the most memorable holiday I ever had, no I did not spend it in Rome or Iceland. It was a friends gathering at YT's house.
The day was beautiful, L & B were together, complemented by the banyan tree of YT, two tables of mahjong, delectable pasta prepared by YT's mum, YT's barky doggie, 1st time knowing Erwin, 1st time knowing Cindy and Del, and of coz ... 1st time knowing JN ("you are quite gentleman in helping in helping to pack the chairs")
How funny when Louis wanted to matchmake me to Linus, but instead things went a funny turn, a literal turn ... Ben sent me, Linus and Jim back home in his car ... I was kinda jealous of Linus, and the funny thing is Jim was kinda jealous of him too! Story from there continues.
Life really changed much from there, in fact, too much for me to handle .. human relationships became much more complex to handle. The ultra drama issue between P, P and S scared me a little, actually not little, but really shaken me. Not forgetting another scary episode of P,W, and S ... All the promises of liking someone and not falling for another one (no, I'm not asking you to wait, but its really too fast to fall for another person .. too scary and makes me wonder how valid words can be)
I have been an hermit since then, had been living in the past, questioning whats really happening, why i am struggling to live in other people's shadows ...
it is time .....