Because who uses this anymore

[airrocketdown]

I'm literally posting this to scream into the ether. I imagine -and certainly hope- no one with whom I used to communicate on here, uses this platform anymore.

I wish I could be blind, so I can't see the faces of disappointment I create around me.

I wish I could be deaf, so I didn't have to hear how disappointed I make people.

I wish I was mute, so I couldn't say stupid things that upset people.

I wish I was fully paralyzed, so I couldn't even make a single move that disappointed anyone.

I wish I never existed, so no one would have ever been disappointed in me.